Lauren : The Black Widow Chronicles

The black widow chronicles 2

You love too much, You care too much all you do and it gets you hurt by people who you shouldn't care about. Who you shouldn't let concern you but you still do but I guess forever doesn't last too long. In these days  what is love when all it does is hurt you so much that you feel like broken pieces of shattered glass .When you start to feel numb more void than the world itself the place that you're supposed to have a heart is just a black hole void of any emotions .Life the one thing you crave the most a life ,a life with excitement , a life that is meaningful to oneself. You envy everyone and everything around you because they look so vibrant ,happy ,enjoying life, their life seems more exciting than yours you wish you can be that way but it's impossible to be something that you're not decisions of the lonely and depressed . She's an empty shell she's more hollow than a chinese porcelain doll with a permanent smile etched her face but it's not real you open her up and there's nothing inside of her void of anything that contains life. Why you ask take a wild guess ....life  they say you have control don't really believe that because if fate wants it fate gets it always and forever . Your limited believe me only so much you can do before life takes control and makes the decisions  for you. You hear the voices and don't see the faces . your family tells you  "You cant do this forever , you have to let go , its not as bad as it seems." do you want to know my response to that bullshit .  Because if it wasn't then tell me why did it kill me inside and nobody else . My heart is colder than a dead body in a frezzer put me to close to the fire i might melt . nothing is worst than a woman scorned she no longer cares for the material things ..things that should make her happy but only her self . The wrath you feel from her because of beytral is worst than satin himself  burning you alive in hell fire.