My Depressing Diary

The Beginning

Hello my little Wendigos, this book is not for the light hearted. I will not be updating this book very often, because I'm a bad writer and very un-creative. So sorry for that, anyway lets get into the story. P.s I'm homeschooled and this will be taking place in a school. I'm sorry if I get anything wrong.

January 7th 2018 Monday:

Dear Diary. 

Tomorrow I start high school. Great. More hiding my scars, cuts and bruises. As you can tell I'm not exited to be bullied and made fun of, then come home and be beaten and yelled at. I can't count how many times this month I've been beaten and yelled at. I don't remember whats it's like to love. Who would when their parents yell at them that their a mistake and a failure, and get beaten till you fucking bleed. That's all my venting for today, I have to go back to school shopping with my 'Mom' I still hate calling her that, and my four siblings. Gwen who is 12, Octavia who is 11, Ethan and Issac who are both 9. Then don't know about the beating, and I plan to keep it that way. I don't want them worrying, they all look up to me I don't want to ruin that. I have to go, till next time. -Irene

I closed my diary and got dress in my usual black hoodie and black ripped skinny jeans, to hide my scars . Quickly cleaned up my room, which was easy because its not that big ( Pic above ) .     I grabbed my phone and earbuds and hurried downstairs. When I got downstairs I saw my brothers Ethan and Issac playing with legos on the living room floor. And my sisters Gwen and Octavia sitting on the couch in the living room on there phones. Then at the front door waiting very impatiently was Amy or 'Mom' but i don't call her that unless my siblings are around. "Fucking finally, what the hell took you so long!" Amy yelled at me. "Mom don't swear in front of Gwen, Octavia, Ethan and Issac. Please." I said only in a whisper with my head down. "Just get in the car." She spat harshly. "Yes ma'am. Guys come on." I said to my siblings. "Ok." they all said at the same time.

We all got in the car as we headed to Target to get back to school supplies. This is going to be a long day.

Hello all my Wendigos. I hope you enjoyed the first part of my story. That's all....... Bye.