Weird thoughts of mine

Sin

I comitted a sin.

A sin that i know i will never forget.

A sin that i know will destroy my happy life.

A sin that i know will disappoint everyone around me.

A sin that i know will destroy my future.

A sin that i deeply regret.

A sin that i will never forget.

For my sin, isn't just the typical kind of sin like kidnapping.

My sin is murder.

My sin is i murdered my sister.

My sin, i wanted to take back the past

I'm sorry my sister, for i have comitted a sin and that is killing you.

I also have another sin.

I was always jealous of you.

You always got their attention.

You are always the center of attraction.

I wanted them to also stare at me.

That's why i comitted a sin.

I killed you.

But i deeply regret it, if i can just take back the past i would.

But i will never take it back.

So i comitted a sin again.

I killed myself.

And that is my sin.