Yeh Dil ❤️

Part 6

It's 6 in the evening and om still hasn't opened his room's door to anybody who went to call him nor has he come out himself..... Getting worried for her son Jhanvi decides to go and check her omkara...

Jhanvi : ( knocking) om!! Beta? Darwaza kholo bacha...main hoon.. ( Om! MY son. Please open the door. It's me)

Om: please jaao yahan se...mujhe kisike koi baat nhn karni hai ( please leave...I don't want to talk to anyone)

Jhaanvi: (pleading) beta please!...om please open the door...apni mom ke liye beta...( son please...Om please...Open the door for your mom)

Om: (emotional) Mom kaha na maine ki mujhe koi baat nhn karni hai,,,please chod dijiye mujhe akela... akela chod dijiye ( Mom I told you I don't want to speak to anybody. Please leave me alone. Leave me alone please)

Jhanvi: om! Agar baat gauri ke baare main hai...toh ( Om...If it's about gauri even then you won't)

Without letting jhanvi complete om opens the door hurriedly and asks her Mom kya hai gauri ke baare main? Kya wo waapis aayi hai mom? Boliye na mom ( Mom what is it about gauri? Has she come back? Tell me mom?)

Jhaanvi: gauri ka naam sunte he darwaaza khol diya aur maa itni der se bahar khadi bol rahi hai kholne ko toh nhn khola?? Hmm?? ( You have opened the door so quickly hearing gauri's name But you didn't care for your mother who was standing outside and knocking on the door for you to open?? Hmm?? And smirks)

But looking at her son's condition she says Om...Main tumahri maa hoon mere bache! Mujhe bahut takleef hoti hai tumhe iss haalat main dekh ke..Main jaanti hoon aaj jo hua uske baad tum..( Om I am your mother my son! I am pained to see you devastated like this. I know whatever happned today has)

Om:(tearing up and hugging his mom) Mom!! Dekho na kaisi kismat hai aapke bête ki? Bachpan se leke aaj tak koi khushi naseeb nhn hui.. Bahut saha hai maine par ab nhn seh sakta main aur. 5 saal tak gauri se door tha main; tadap raha tha uske bina; kitna baar uski paintings se maafi bhi maangi kyunki main jaanta hoon ki galti meri he thi aur mujhme himmat nhn thi usse face karne ki. Pichle 5 saalon main roz uski khushi ki dua maangi thi maine par yeh nhn socha tha ki mere ilaawa wo kisi aur ke saath khush rahegi; kabhi koi umeed nhn ki wo meri zindagi main waapis aayegi par mom aaj 5 saal baad usse doobara dekh ke dil ko umeed hogyi mom; par dard bhi hua yeh dekh ke ki wo apni zindagi main aage badh gyi aur uske bache...bache bhi hain mom uske. Mom gauri he meri zindagi ki khushi hai... kya yeh khushi bhi meri kismat main nhn hai mom? Kya bahut der hogyi hai mom? Kya main ab usse maafi nhn maang sakta? Kya wo mujhe maaf nhn kar sakti?

( mom look at your son's fate! Since childhood I have never had any moments of happiness. I have gone through a lot since a young age but not anymore mom.. I can't take all this anymore. I have stayed away from her for 5 years; I was longing for her. SO many times in the past 5 years I had apologized to her paintings because I knew it was my fault and I didn't have the guts to face her. For the last 5 years I have prayed everyday for her happiness but I never thought she could be happy with somebody else; I never kept any hopes of her return in my life but seeing her today after 5 years my heart has hopes mom...But it also pained me to see her move on in her life and that she has kids...Kids mom... Gauri is my life's happiness mom. Will I not get this happiness as well? Is it already very late mom? Can I not ask her for forgiveness now? Can she not forgive me mom?)

Jhaanvi: ( caressing her son's hair) Om! Meri taraf dekho mere bache... Om looks at his mom and she says beta! Zindagi aksar humare imtehaan leti hai; aur khaas karke tab jab zindagi main hume koi anmol cheez milti hai. Beta gauri tumahri zindagi ka wahi anmol taufa hai aur use paane ke liye pichle 5 saal tumahra imtehaan tha... ( Om! Look at me son.. Life often tests us; especially when life rewards us with something precious. Son! Gauri is that precious jewel in your life and the past 5 years was your testing period)