I feel safe with you // Rye Beaumont

Part 9

At my school the lunch lady's don't give a toss what we do and they didn't ask the boys or us what happened or anything!
After that happened we all ran out of the lunch hall and went outside onto the field which was probably a bad idea because it is so cold, I only had my school blazer on, no coat.

Me and Rye was behind everyone else when we was walking, we was just talking about random stuff and then he asked "Who was that who called you a slag? Because that isn't right!", "he's my ex boyfriend he broke up with me about 2 weeks ago, on the way to London he called me and screamed at me down the phone and just broke up with me."
I was so close to crying again, he probably thinks I'm such a weirdo, I've been close to crying twice now I'm the space of 20 mins max.

"Babe don't cry, I'm here, you've got me now and I'll protect you with my life, I promise you on that." Rye says, then he holds my hand tightly
"How can you do that?" I ask
"Do what?" Rye asks confused
"Be so kind, caring and just the best person in the world! Everyone here treats me like sh*t and you don't, thank you" I say
Rye let's go of my hand, stops walking and pulls me into a big hug, when I was hugging him i don't know why but I felt safe, not safe as in locking everyone door in your house and windows and just everything so nobody can ever get in kinda safe,
It was like he was never gonna leave safe and he'll be there for me. Forever.

I pulled out of the hug and before anyone could notice I ran off with rye. I take him to my secret spot, not even my friends know about this place, only me and now Rye I guess.

"Bee where are you taking me?" Rye asks laughing
"You'll see" I try and wink at him but it doesn't work and it just makes me look weird instead.

We got to my secret spot and there was a massive log there and we sat down, I sat in his knee because I was cold. We was sat there in silence, j good silence though, it was amazing.

"Hey Megan?"
"Yeh?"
"Do you wanna cloud gaze?"
"Omg yeah!! Here hold on!"

•she gets out this basket and she has pillows and blankets in there.. why would have these here?•

We lay down the blankets and lay down on the blankets but I look down and see Megan is freezing cold
"Come here beautiful"
"What?"
"Come cuddle with me"
She gets up and lays next to me, I snuggle up to her and she does the same,
I go to kiss her head but once I went to she moved her head up and I got her lips,
She didn't pull away... she kissed me back, we ended up having a full on make out session in the middle of a field.

We both pull away at the same time.
"Hey rye?"
"Yeh beautiful?"
"Why are you doing this?"
" doing what?"
"again your kissing me now, are you trying to hurt me? Like making catch feelings for you and then you'll just leave me. Like everyone else does" she whispers the last part but I can still hear her.
"Oh my god of corse not! I would never do that to you! Megan, your special.. a good special, I have concerns though."
"What do you mean?"
"I don't know what Blair will say"
"If you want to be anything more than just friends then we could keep it a secret, I could come up to London and see you and you could come here..?"
"It's a deal"
"Wait so are we-"
I cut her off by kissing her again
"I'll take that as a yes then?"
I nod saying yes. A massive smile grew on her face.
"Do you think we should go find the others?" Megan asks
"Omg yeh! I forgot about them" I stand up fast.
"I'll be just a second, I just have to put the blankets away a second." Megan says while putting them away.