I feel safe with you // Rye Beaumont

Part 11

Megan's pov
I take Rye by his hand and take him up to my room and he goes straight to the bed, I go over and get the remote for my tv that was on the wall in front of my bed.
"Gorgeous?" Rye says to me.
"Yes?"
"Can I put something on the tv? A surprise?"
"Yeh sure" I walk over to the bed and say "kiss me and I'll give it to you.."
He kisses me without hesitation, he pulls me on top of him, The kiss got more and more passionate and heated, he pulls away and says with a bit of a giggle "was that good enough?" "perfect" i say handing him the remote. i get off him and sit lay next to him, "close your eyes.." "okay.. what are you going to do?" i say in a kind of scared tone

nobody else knows this, not even my friends know about it.

Im not a virgin... i was raped, by Lucas, i was in love with him though, sometimes he could be really nice and treat me like a princess. When Rye told me to close my eyes i got scared just incase he was going to do the same with as Lucas did to me.

Tears start to build up in my eyes and before i knew it a river of tears roll down my face, i sit up and try to look away so Rye didn't see me crying, but he noticed something was wrong with me. "baby? Did i do something wrong? are you okay?" i couldn't say anything, i felt like i was going to pass out any minute but i finally was able to get my words out of my mouth "no, your amazing but the thing is that i was-" i couldn't finish the sentence, i got out of bed and ran into the bathroom , locking it then slid down the door, i am now sat in a ball on the bathroom floor.

i can hear Rye on the out side of the door "Megan please come out..." i get up from the floor and open the door to see Rye stood there with his arms out symbolising me to hug him, i run into his arms and use his shoulder to cry on, "baby, never scare me like that agin. it thought i hurt you or something and thats the very last ting i want." i tell him what happened with me and Lucas and how he raped me and made me think about suicide, i never cut or aching but i was very close. We go back into my room and sit on the bed. I get into bed and he sat at the foot of the bed.

After i tell him everything, he's that angry at Lucas i can more or less see steam coming out of his ears .

"Babe, the reason i ran off is because when you said 'close your eyes' all of the memories came back of him blindfolding me...i'm sorry" "No! your not apologising to me! none of this is your fault, and also i just want you to know that you can trust me and i will never ever hurt you, take advantage of you, the only thing i will do is love you and take care of you and do anything and everything title make you happy. I love you Megan..." he stutters at the end.

I smile massively.. stupidly big, "I love you more, i really really do" he stands up and comes up to me, "baby i seriously don't think thats even possible, i would do ANYTHING for you" he says to me then kissing me on the head, i don't know why but when he did that it sent shivers down my spine, a good shiver though.Whenever he touches me i feel safe, like when we hug it feels like a piece of me has been missing my entire life and he fills that part for me.

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