I'm A Werewolf?(On hold)

Chapter 3 Meeting of Ignorant Mate

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I tried to understand my mother for knowing all along what I was but I just couldn't I was angry  and worst of all felt betrayed. She told me she hadn't been sure if I was going to even be like my father according to her I was the first of my kind to be born of a human. I wanted to believe her when she said she could never have an abortion even after all the pain father had caused her, I did but it seemed like she was hiding something from me by the way her voice changed from sincere to emotionless. I watched her posture as it went from relaxed to stressed. She noticed me staring and turned to me with a pitiful smile as if pleading me to not ask for more. But I did anyways I wanted nothing that involved me being a werewolf hidden from me even if it brought pain.

"Why didn't you leave me with my father, wouldn't it have been easier for me and you?"I asked not taking into consideration how much it sounded like an accusation and would hurt her enternally.

"Would you have rather been left with your father then to be with me?"She challenged her voice sounding hurt.

"Several times I have thought that you should have left me with him, I don't see why a person like you would want to keep a child and raise them with lies"I said out of bitterness.

"I didn't raise you with lies!"She practically yelled.

"Didn't you?"I said no longer wanting to hear what she had to say.

"I just never told you anything..."

"Isn't that the samething! You should have just had an abortion!"

"No, it isn't! So stop acting like a brat! And listen to what I'm going to say!"She yelled hitting the brakes if I hadn't been wearing the seatbelt I would have hit the window and then the road.

"What the hell!"I yelled my anger was building up and I had a feeling I was going to go insane and rip my mother's throat out if she didn't quit talking! I got out of the car I needed a break and fresh air, I could feel something just waiting for the chance to get out when I let my anger take control but I wouldn't allow it.

"Ivy! Ivy!"My mother yelled as I paced.  My bare feet feeling the cold road it was getting late the sun was slowly disappearing. The forest was still surrounding us I couldn't help but whine innerly wanting so badly to go into the forest and run until I was tired and keep running until I couldn't run anymore but I held back I couldn't leave my mother alone. And knowing her she'd race after me and probably get hurt or killed by the creatures that go bump in the night. Yeah, now that I knew werewolves existed I couldn't help but believe that other creatures like vampires, witches, dragons...etc existed too.  I hadn't noticed I on my knees crying on my mother's shoulder from all the thoughts going through my head, I was glad I realized then because if any later I would have missed the reason why my mother didn't have an abortion.

"....I couldn't do it trust me I tried too several times but when you would kick me it was as if you saying that if I did end your life I would regret it..."She laughed through her tears before speaking again. "I loved you too much to let go, even if you were his daughter I knew you would be the one thing that would keep me living even with all the pain that his caused me you just always seemed to make it go away...with the littlest things from your laugh to your first steps and falls and when you called me mom, well tried to it was more like maaaa, you have no idea how much joy you brought to me...."She chuckled remembering everything I had done to brighten her day, and at that point I found that I had forgiven her, it didn't matter why she had done it or what she did now father had wounded her deeply and I was afraid her wound would never heal. I guess this whole searching for him was her trying to make a closure maybe even show him she pulled off raising a child on her own without the help of a ignorant man. I finally understood why my mother was the way she was, she'd been trying to forget about him and unknowingly hurting herself and me more then we needed to be. I held her tightly hoping she got the message that I forgave her for everything since I couldn't seem to voice my thoughts.