We Found Love - Larry & Ziall <3

Chapter 4 - What am I going to do?

Authors Note:

okay so here is the next chapter - pre warning the next couple chapters willl be focusing on larry and then i will add in more ziall and yah <3 u all 

~ Vanessa

Chapter 4:

Harrys POV:

Its been a day since Louis told us all he was gay. All of the guys seemed really supportive of him and I - I just froze, I didn't know what to do. I care about him - alot actually and I really really like him, maybe even as more than a friend. Thats why it scared me, I thought that I could just get over my little man crush but each day I feel myself falling more and more for him. He is so sexy, its unbelievable. Hes just - just amazing. And I just thought that he would never feel the same way about me but, but hes gay, he told us all that he was gay. So theres a possibility that he could love me back the same way I love him. No! NO HARRY STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM LIKE THAT! HE MAY BE GAY BUT YOU ARENT!!! right? ugh, I just dont even know what to do anymore about any of this. I can't face Louis not yet, maybe not ever, if I face him I may accidentally tell him how I feel but I am not ready for that yet. Im just not ready. 

All I can think about is Louis. HIm and me were so close and now I just walked out. I didn't say anything to him at all, I've just avoided him completely ever since he told us. I never leave my room, well except for during the middle of the night when I am absolutely sure that everyone, especially Louis is asleep. I walked past his room last night thinking he was fast asleep but as I neared his door I heard sobbing. It was quite but I could still hear it, and I heard him mumbling Harry through his tears. Could he really be crying because of me. Is me not talking to him really affecting him that much? To the point of crying and mumbling my name? I CANT HANDLE THIS ANYMORE!!! I know I have to talk to somebody but who? thats it! Niall, he is the perfect person to talk to and he always has good advice of what to do in this sort of situations. I decided to message Niall.

'Hey Ni?'

'Harry!? Whats going on youve locked yourself in your room ever since Louis told us he was gay. I tried knocking a couple times but you didnt answer. Are you ok? Whats going on?'

'Ni, I just, I just cant do this anymore.'

'Cant do what?'

'All of this'

'Do you wanna talk?'

'More than anything! But not now, come to my room after everyone is asleep and knock three times so I know that its you'

'Okay, Ill be there!'

'Bye!'

'Bye'

And that was it. Now just to wait until Niall comes so I can explain everything and get the advice I need!

Authors Note:

k well thats it for today. ill update tomorrow at some point. I promise. <3 you all 

~ Vanessa