The ride was pretty awkward. I didn't say anything and he didn't either. I just looked out of the window. I felt him stare a couple of times but I would just shake it off, I should've seen it coming from him.
He's a flirt. He would always call me every single week telling me about a new girl. Every single week.
And I had to go on and think he wouldn't do that to me. How am I any different from the other girls he has dated? Exactly.
"Kelly. Can you talk to me?" I heard Harry. I turned my face and looked at him. I was more hurt than mad.. I'll just try to act like I don't even care since he clearly doesn't care either.
"What about?" I asked, trying not to sound sad and such. I knew I was doing fine but did Harry think so?
"Well, first off about Caroline and I dating.." He sighed and I looked down. 'He likes her but you can stay best friends with him so be nice.' I thought to myself.
"Harry, there's nothing about that to talk about. You like her, she likes you. You became an item. I get it. You moved on." I looked back at him again, he wanted to talk but he knew I didn't really want to talk about it. And it seemed like he didn't either.
We finally arrived back at home. Not the beach home but real home. Everyone would be back in 2 days, so I have this place all to myself. I love everyone and really enjoy their company but sometimes its good to have a break from reality and just relax.
"Thanks." I said, getting off the car. I started walking away until I felt hands get a hold of mine and pull me into a deep, warm hug.
It was Harry's. I had no attention to pull away, so I stayed there. Not wanting to move but just to stay in this postiton forever. I knew I couldn't but it felt right. I buried my head into his chest as he holded me tighter and tighter. For a moment I couldn't breathe but I didn't complain,
"I'm sorry I did this to you.." I looked up and saw Harry, with his gorgeous green eyes and his breath taking dimples.
"It's okay, it happens Harry.. I'll be fine." There. I lied again. You see how I could lie so simply? Well yeah, it still kills me on the inside. It always done, and I couldn't take it anymore. I needed someone or something without a mouth to tell.
A diary. Pffft, hell no. I've had enough writing, I do that several times already at school. Even thought it would be my last year in High school, I didn't care.
"No. Don't say that, I know you're not okay."
"Harry, I promise, I'm fine. I don't mind if you date another girl," Another lie.
"I know. But I don't like her, I like you." He looked straight as me. If he really liked me then why would he be dating one his ex's? This didn't make sense. Maybe this was just a game he was playing with me. He didn't really like me but he liked to know that someone is head over heals for him.
"Harry.. That's not true." I whispered. I felt my voice cracking, and I knew I would start crying any moment now, so let's just try to end this conversation Kelly.
"Yes, Kelly. It is true, I like you and only you. I can never get you out of my head, I've liked you for years now but you never realized it.. You are the sweetest person I have ever met. You're gorgeous and so fun to be with. You're not the kind of girl that would sit down all day and gossip about people. I love that. I love how you can act like yourself around overs and not care what they say. I love how much you over react sometimes, I love your smile. Your eyes, are beyond amazing. I love your laugh. I love that you care about peoplebso much. I love how you cuddle next to me. I love how your so nice to everybody, I love how grumpy you can get in the mornings, I love that you get so lazy to read a paragraph, I love how brave you are, I love how you pull pranks on a lot of people, I love the way you treat your best friend, I love how you can get so scared, I love how you cried when Toy Story 3 came to an end, I love how you try to hide your feelings to make others feel better, I love how much you love food, I love the way you give me hugs, the way you hold my hand, I love how you fall asleep while cuddling, I love so many things about you.. I love you."
