Harry's POV
I was getting tired... I didn't know where to search anymore but I knew I just couldn't leave her where ever she is. What if she was you know... Being.. Ya know.
This brought even more tears to my eyes. I was tired and I didn't know what do do anymore. I was so pissed at myself for not comforting her when I knew she wasn't ok.
I knew this was all my fault.. There were always one answer to my emotions. It's a bad answer but it would always make me feel better at the end. I just don't know if I should, but I wanted to. By this time I didn't care that I was famous and being watched by people. I just needed to have a moment by myself.
Alcohol.
"Lou can you help me search for Kelly? I'm not sure what to do now.." I hit send and within minutes I got a text back.
"I have been looking with Liam for the past 10 minutes.. Don't worry Haz, she's ok. I hope. She's strong you know her. We all know her. A random dude shows up and he punches him in the balls. Just like she did when Zayn got drunk and started hitting on her. xx" I knew he was feeling as bad as I was. I just knew he was also crying..
"Ok, well I hope she's fine."
I stopped at the local club. I parked the car and walked in. Loud music banging my ears, seeing all the half naked girls made me want to leave since we all know what will happen if I get drunk and out of control. But Kelly.
Kelly. I didn't know what to do. Alcohol was always my answers to situations that I didn't know how to handle.. This time I was afraid.
I was afraid that if Louis finds her she will think as him as her 'hero' and me as the guy who tried but was stupid and gave up to get drunk.
I was a total asshole.
But I found myself drinking.
I was getting couple of shots. One after another. It always felt so good to drink alcohol at these times..
"Are you sure you want another?" The bar tender said.
I gulped down the shot I was drinking just now "Yes."
"But-"
"But nothing! Give me another one! Now!" I said, he rolled his eyes.
"Alright." He sighed and got me another shot. I felt dizzy. Way too dizzy.
The music was making my head hurt, a lot. I had to get out but I couldn't find the strength to.
I tried getting up a whole bunch of times but I just couldn't. After a bunch of times trying to get up I could feel some warm girly hands get a hold of me.
"You alright there?" Some girl said. She had a nice voice but I bearly could hear it with all of the music beaming, I couldn't even see her. The whole room was spinning I just felt like falling to the ground.
"I-I'm not .. interested." I heard her giggle.
"I know. I'm not trying to go any where with you but I could tell that you're trying to get out of the club?"
"Y-Yeah."
"I was too. It's crazy in here, let me give you a hand." She holded me from the waist and I started getting up, slowly. I finally got up and I took a few steps until I tripped again.
"Woah!" She said as she almost slipped too but she kept her balance and was still holding me. We got out of the club and I wasn't feeling good at all. How much shots did I take?
Kelly's POV
I was walking past a club. That club looked familiar. I think Louis and Niall got drunk there and called me to get them.. I wondered if I was close to home now. I was getting closer and closer to the club and my eyes were getting wider and wider.
