two broken pieces of glass/ shattered twin type

chapter 1

  kudaketa pov older twin

it was dark, empty, no one is here.....except there is a shadow/ silhouette. in the far reaches of this darkness. I got closer to it. as it got closer to me. then we were in each other view and it was another me. I picked up my hand as it did the same and we touched hands. while picking up the other hand all the way to our chests and when we touched it was like everything except us, was moving.  then it stopped we looked into each other's eyes and sow it, in our eyes I saw our father. he was there. but then we both were tied up to a bed and were naked when he came close with a smirk that said he was up to no good. as we struggled to get out light struck and I was on the floor bleeding and getting beaten while in the corner of my eyes I saw him blacked out and bleeding everywhere. then I screamed,

'ahhhhahhhahhahhahhahh!'' I sat up on our bed looking at my brother sitting and screaming too. we were both panting for air. when we stopped breathing heavily we looked at each other and then I looked at the clock and it was 4 a.m and then we looked into each other's eyes and kowie said '' the dream was '' and I finished ''the same as mine'' ''again'' ''yeah.

kowareta    kudaketa

'' hey is master still at home''

 ''no remember he left 2 hours ago'' 

''oh yeah. but we still have to make him''

''breakfast and'' 

''lunch''

''yeah''

''Hey I want to cuddle for a while'' 

''me too''

then we both lead bt down and hugged each other and our legs were intertwined together his head was on the crock of my neck. his warm breath was so relaxing. I wish we could stay like this forever. where no one can chan-''ahhh ( moan )''wait I moaned. I felt a blush creep to my cheeks from the pleasure I was getting from my neck that my brother was forming.

''ahhh, mmammaa, ....kowie- kun ple-please m-mo-more'' then he started making love bits on my neck leaving trails of love bits on my neck shoulders and jawline. then he reached my mouth and we started kissing. a few seconds passed when I slide my tongue on his lips to let me entrains, and he opened, making out now. we stayed like that for a while.....until we heard'' 

augh, disgusting. you're a disgrace to our family. no wonder you can bare everything that you get!''  he was holding a bottle of bear almost empty ''now get you filthy asses up and make me breakfast'' then drank all the bear up.

then we said in unison ''yes master''

we got up from bed and then I felt a pain in the back of my skin and I heard wincing next to me. I winced too but then looked behind master and saw him bringing up his empty bottle of bear up and next to kowie so I stood in the way of him and then everything wants black.and before it did I saw kowareta's face.

kowareta pov

after I Hear glass smashing I turned around and saw Nii-san on the floor. I bend down to him and whispered in his ear " don't worry I would've been fine you know that. but thanks, I'll fix you up and wake you up in no time ok just like always ''then packed his lips. I looked up on were fathe-master looked at me with anger and disgust then said'' fix him up, and then prepare me breakfast. and you both are starting school soon so don't have anything be seen, don't make friends and you know the rules. it's bad enough that you guys passed the exams it's even worse that you have to go to school !'' he yelled at me still drunk so I could small the Alchohol in his breath when he talked to me. I just nodded and said ''yes master'' and after he left I picked up kudie with bridal style and placed him on the bed. I looked at his unconscious body and had my forehead on his. now we were nose to nose and I just whispered'' everything would be fine later. we would be fine, you will be fine, just wait another year then we can die. ok, one more year we can finally be together without anybody else but just us. we don't need anyone else, cause we never had anyone''

I stood up and want to the bathroom and got the thing to fix up the blood the was dripping from his head, and the disinfection for the cuts, and some band-aids for them too. I grabbed all the staff and want to Nii-san before coming next to the bed I passed by the pile of glass that master made and thought ' I should probably fix that up later' ''here Nii-san let me help'' I made him sit while supporting his back and head. I got the disinfector and poured some on a piece of cotton and dabbed it on his cuts especially the head. he winced a little but he was still unconscious but he could feel so that's a pro. 

I cleaned him up and looked at him and laid next to him then thought' its my fault he is blackout, no no its not he just wanted to protect you, I know but at least I could have pushed him and stepped back so master won't do that, ' I got up and want to where the glass was and picked one up. I pulled my sleeve up to were all the other cuts from myself was, and put the glass on my skin 'you are right you could have saved him but didnt so pathetic, I know I am like when you told me I'm a moron, idoit, patheetic weak, useless, worthless, unlov' with each word I cut but when I was about to say unloved'kowie dont say that'' ''kudie ( koo-di) your up now'' ''yeah, but you know you are loved'' I Looked at him in a 'what do u mean' look then he said'' I love you '' I looked at him with my emotinless face  and his the same. I ant up to him and hugged him when he took the piece glass from me and pulled up his sleeve. no kudie don't do it ''but you sis it too isn't even like all the other day where we have done it together, you know I want you to stop and you want me to stop but I just cant'' ''I know'' I just stared at him and listening to his mind. he was thinking how he cant stop me from cutting and that he is pathetic weak, useless, and meaningless to anyone I just starred at him cutting until it was almost the 8 one '' hey you should stop already we have to make breakfast. and You aren't meaningless cause you mean everything to me the whole world you are the only thing I don't want to lose.'' he just stared at me and stood up wiping the blood with the cotton with disinfection on it and put the band-aids on. we got dressed and both thought ' let's go '

( forgot to say they can telepathies  so they can speak to each other in their heads and hear each other thoughts)              

oh I need your choice to pick a cover page for this story next update I will update 2 chapters 1 for picking a cover and the second the back to the story 2 chapter