Claudia was a nice girl at first and we always sat next to each other at lunch, but, I was introduced to a boy named Allesandro, we'll talk about him later tho. Petra ignored me for a long time so when she tried to talk to me again, I blocked her out as much as I could without being disrespectful. Claudia was kind of my new " best friend " for that period of time, she really made me like her. We were talking and all of a sudden, I ask her something and she says " in a second, " and I thought, "Ok then, I'll wait.." So, five minutes passed and she didn't say anything about my question because she was talking to Angelina and Kelsey, and that made me feel left out... I told her that I really wanted to know her opinion on the question. She then told me that I never asked and that she'll answer in a minute. "Ok then, maybe she just forgot..." Apparently, "forgetting" means "not caring" to her so eventually, the whole lunch period ends and I'm kind of mad that she didn't answer my question and this went on for quite some time. I felt that Claudia just didn't care about me anymore when I ask her the question again she said, "Oh my goodness Christina, for the millionth time, in a second!!!!" And then I cleverly replied, "Do you know how to count because 1 second apparently means 1 month." And she just stared at me and finally spoke, "Your mean" and just turned around to talk to Kelsey and Angelina like nothing ever happened. Great. Now I have no one else to talk to accept Allessandro and Maya during lunch. Even though our friendship was fading, Claudia not only had the guts to talk to me, but to bully me too?! She started calling me fat and always commented on my sketches, good or bad. You may think, "Wait but, if she's commenting on your sketches, then, isn't she being nice?" Oh well let me tell you a few "nice" things that she said about my sketches
- Where are her muscles?
-Here let me make that better!
-What do you mean you don't care I'm trying to make your art better!
-That looks so weird, like you.
-Just let me fix it!
-See look at mine its not as perfect as yours.
-Oh sorry, Picasso Junior at work!
-What are you even trying to make?
Oh and what really triggered me was when she randomly started poking my thigh and simply said, "Fluffy Slime" with that annoying little laugh and a dirty smile on her face.
She called me fat.
Welcome to my depression trigger.