Courage for Goals

Chapter 17- Afraid or Insecure?

" I'm sorry but I'm just really insecure that someone will try to take you away from me. Especially, if it's someone who did memorable for you." Jennifer replied  with a smirk on her face. Smiling she said " You know I will never leave you, but I can't believe your that insecure.Her expression changing each time. Getting mad. I mean you knew that since I became your girlfriend. I can't believe you thought..." 

She was mad, and happy. Furious because she couldn't believe her boyfriend, was doubting of her. She was disappointed. She was happy because she got to at least talk to him . Even if it was through drama, and arguing, The silent was killing her.

She rushed in the room and shut the door, without taking a glance back. Julio heard the big 'bam' and decided to not talk to her, well until she cooled off.

                                              5:30 pm in the afternoon

They still hadn't talked to each other. None of them broke the painful silent ice between them. Julio waited, but nothing happened. Jennifer waited for her love to rush in the door, but nothing. Each were waiting for one another. But no one did anything.

    Thinking,thinking, thinking, thinking, all over again. Until...

Julio tried entering the room, by knocking on the door. The barrier that separated them, from each other. That wooden door. Jennifer in the other side replied "Go away, your not coming inside here, go sleep in another room, or in the couch. Because as long as I'm in here you're not coming inside here."  Tears on her eyes burned her eyelids. Every time feeling more insecure than what she sounded. It broke her heart but he  doubted of her. 

Julio exclaimed "Well, can I at least get my pillow." A little hopeless. He heard footsteps shuffling on the other side. His shy brown eyes glowed in excitement. 

Jennifer had her eyes full of tears, her expression frustrated with a little happiness.

She opened the door, and shoved Julio right in. He went directly to get his pillow. He tried to make excuses to stay with Jennifer or at least slow the process of leaving a little slower. He tried saying" We don't hav...."  he didn't get to finish his thought before Jenni shoved him out. He got one last gaze at the room and  one quick at Jennifer, before he headed to the hall.

He went to the room next to it and stared blank at the ceiling. Blank, no meaning, and no expression. Just like him.

He didn't know what to do without the love of his life. He couldn't live like this.

His head suggested he should stay in the little empty room and just glaring on the ceiling.

But his heart suggested to go to Jennifer and apologize to her for being such a selfish bitch

He didn't know what to do.

               6:00 in the morning glaring into the ceiling

               He decided to follow...