It Has Come Down To This

Planning

I sped walked to my room as I sat on my bed thinking about how im going to kill Prince. Im not crazy, its just when you've been through so much that you dont even know what to do anymore. Prince and I dont even sleep in the same room anymore so im kind of safe when im in here. I picked up my big black bag and put all of my things in there.

Everything was mainly empty in my room. I had to think about how im going to do it. I'll think about it more when I go cook dinner. I was starting dinner as Prince looked at me and put his hand on my face.

"How did you get this bruise on your face". He examined me as I began to cry."You did it Prince, wooow you dont remember do you", I questioned him."No I would never put my family in jepordy like that".

"Well you did, you always say your going to do something and then do another. You have abused me for four years I just cant take it anymore"."Diamond your not leaving me especially when your pregnat with my first child", he said sternly grabbing my wrist."Prince let me go your hurting me", I semi yelled.

He let go of my wrist and started watching me grab the things I need to cook. I picked up my car keys from off the counter."Where you going", he said stepping in front of me."I have to go get some things for the food".

"Okayy go, but hurry back"."I will", I said coldly walking out the door and getting into my car. I knew this was my chance to get away, but I know he was just going to find me and bring me back so it was no use. Im just going to have to kill him if I like it or not.

I sped off to the store and went to Walmart. I went and grabbed a basket to get the things I needed. I walked over to the dairy section to get the sharp cheddar cheese for the mac and cheese when I spotted my best friend. I havent saw her in months because Prince has been over protective since I got pregnat.

She ran over to me."Heey Diamond"."Hi Kiara, i've missed you so much"."Ive missed you too",she smiled."What you been up to girlie",I laughed." Just came down for the summer because I live in New York"."Wow im still living out here in Miami girl, still with Princeton"."Ughhhh you still with him, I do not like him at all he beats on you Diamond", she said sadly."Ive tried to get away, but I cant he always ending up finding me", I sighed almost crying.

We start walking and talking. Laughing and joking about old times as she was helping me shop."I still cant believe your four months pregnat", She smiled."I know, I would have never pictured myself pregnat at nineteen years old. We should go shopping for her"."Her", she questioned."Yes Mikaylah Diamond Perez"."Awww that is so cute but how are you going to come he wont let you even see me".

"Is it crazy if I say I was going to kill him"."Diamond Scarlet August are you serious"Kiara smiled."Well ive been abused for four years, I cant take it anymore", I sighed."I think you should do it, shoot i'll even help you take his bitch ass down."Kiara I miss your crazy personality"."But forreal when you do it just fly out to my place but tell me the night before", she said."Okayy girl but I have to go, ill text you".

"Wait I got a new number, here". She put her number in my iphone as I went to the checkout lane. I paid for the stuff and headed home." I brung the two bags in the house and put them on the counter."Where were you"."I was at the store what you mean",I yelled I was tired of his shit."Was you with some nigga". He got in my face."No besides you dont let me talk to anybody anyway"."Bitch keep talking to me the way you are and you gone be in the hospital", he yelled. He walked away and went to his room.

I just put the food up and started cooking. As I was cooking I was thinking about this plan on how to kill Prince. He's going to die slowly and painfully to feel how I felt over these past four years. I mumbled under my breath "Your not save in this house, just wait. Your days are numbered". I smiled at myself just thinking how nice it would be to be free. Its going to be here faster than I think.