It Has Come Down To This

I cant

Princeton pov:

That bitch get on my damn nerves. I love her but she always acting like she big and bad, i'll beat her ass. I dont even remember me hitting her today but she says I did. I wouldnt ever hit her now that she's pregnat. I dont even know why I hit her I just did what my father did to his girlfriends.

He would never hit his wife which is my mom. He would always hit his girlfriends and they would be dumb enough to stay with him. My mom didnt find out he had other woman until he died and everyone went to the funeral. All them showed up and it was alot of crying, yelling, and hair flying from all the fighting.

He said if you hit someone you care about then thats your way of showing them love. I cant wait til the baby comes then im going to stop abusing her for sure. I want to show her I love her normally and be a normal loving couple but little things she does just piss me off in a second. So then I have to put my hands on her, but since she's pregnat with my first born I just push her or call her names.

I heard someone coming up the stairs. "Foods ready", Diamond said looking at the floor. I think im probably working her to hard because everytime she walks now she's holding her back since her stomach is getting really big."Diamond come here, lay on the bed with me". I pat a spot next to me so she can come lay down.

She walked over very slowly and cautious. She laid down slowly and I cuddled up next to her. She jumped a little but I brushed my hand across her face gently. "You know I love you right". She began to cry, I dont even know what I did wrong...........

Diamond pov:

"You know I love you right". I began to cry just thinking about everything bad that has happened these past four years and then I knew...... he doesnt love me. He is going to the same thing over and over again. He says one thing and does another its so frustrating. I have fallen all the way out of love with him and I cant take this relationship anymore.

"O so now you dont hear me talking to you",he yelled. I stared at him blankly as he lifted up his hand. I was frightened and flinched as he slowly put his hand down." Im sorry but I cant love you anymore, actually I dont". I lifted up off the bed and started walking to the door.

"Diamond, im sorry for everthing I just dont want to risk loosing you", he said. It looked like he was sincere but I didnt care because he has did this all before. I started chuckling on what he said and turned around with hurt and tears in my eyes." You dont have to worry about loosing me because Im already gone". I walked out the room and went down stairs. I sat and ate dinner on the couch criss cross applesauce.

I was laughing at Spongebob run into his house. Then all of a sudden I felt a belt go tightly around my neck. Everything started closing in as I dropped all of my food on my legs. I started kicking my legs.

Prince pov:

Since she said she was already gone and didnt love me anymore I was going to make sure she was gone forever. I crept downstairs and walked behind the couch were she was eating at and I put the belt tightly around her neck. She dropped her food and started kicking. I could see tears rolling down her face and that really got to me. Even though she said she doesnt love me anymore I still loved her.

I still wanted my baby and still be a family. I wanted to show her I can love her and not abuse her so we can be the perfect couple. I began to cry and then I let the belt go. I didnt even notice she had stopped kicking and moving."Diamond". No answer."Diamond wake up". Still no answer

I began to shake her and she wasnt waking up. I felt her pulse and it was very faint, I had to hurry and get her to the hospital. I picked her up bridal style and ran to the car and put her in. I didnt even bother to lock the door because my soon to be wife and child was more important. Yes she gone marry me if she like it or not.

I drove really fast running through all the red lights and stop signs. Im suprised no police got me. I drove in the hospital parking lot and started running to the doors. I knew I forgot something."SHIT". I ran back to the car and grabbed Diamond. I ran into the hospital and started yelling. "SOMEONE PLEASE HELP". "Is she going into labor",the desk lady asked."NO SHE'S PREGNAT AND SHES BARELY BREATHING BITCH!!!".

I was mad she was asking questions instead of helping her she could be dead right now. The desk lady pushed a red button and nurses came rushing out with a stretcher. They took her from me and put her on the stretcher and started rolling away. I tried to follow them but they said I had to stay in the waiting room.

I havent ever been this worried in my life. I started putting my hands through my afro just thinking what have I done." Sir excuse me can you come here", the desk lady asked. Ughhh she was getting on my nerves. "Ummm can you fill this out". She handed me a clipboard with medical information. I filled out like five motherfucking papers. Wtf do they need to know all that for but whatever. I walked back to the front desk and gave it the lady.

"O here Doctor Marley",the desk lady handed it to the doctor. "Thanks". He walked to go put it in Diamond's room. I sat there for another 30minutes until I heard doctors yelling and an alarm going off. "HURRY TO DIAMOND AUGUST'S ROOM SHE ISNT BREATHING". My heart just dropped I ran into the Emergency Room Doors and tried to open her room door."Sir your not allowed in here",this nurse said to me as doctors ran in the room. She closed the door and I was left watching in the window from the outside.

I saw a doctor rubbing two things together. "Clear", they said as they put them on her chest."Nothing, no pulse". "Clear". Her chest shot up once again. "We got something", they smiled. "Put her on a breathing machine, hurry". They hooked her up to all these wires. After a few minutes to make sure she was situated everone left out the doors.

"You can go see her now", the nurse assured me."Okayy". I walked in and kissed her forehead. I sat in the chair next to the hospital bed. I held her hand and gently pushed her hair out of her face and placed it behind her ear. I was just staring at her. Then I just broke down"What have I done", I semi yelled as I began sobbing.