The Love That Awakens The Soul

Stale Hope

I can feel my own laughter echo off the walls in the living room as I dance around in my Little tutu I got for my eighth birthday, my Dad wanted to make it special since tonight will be my first shift into my wolf. I'm hoping I have a golden brown wolf like my mother had before she died, dad doesn't talk about her much but if I'm lucky he'll tell me a story before going to bed.

"Time to go meet up with everyone, my little Rose-bud" Dad said, as the song I was dancing to ended.

I live in a little pack within a big pack, at least that's how my dad explains it to me. There is always a feast before somebody's first shift into a wolf. It is one of the most important moments in our life, after finding their mate of course, because it is when their powers emerge if one has any, the powers are given to those who have them directly from the moon goddess herself. But I am special as I have already gotten my powers, which only my dad knows, and after today I can practice with everyone else.

It will be great when I can..."AAAAH" I hear from coming outside.

"Stay here Rose," my dad tells me as he runs out the door! Immediately I can feel my heart pounding in my chest, so hard I can hear it, too.

"Get the girl," someone says. What girl?

I think, is it me. I back away from the door, my father just left through, trying to be quiet as everything now seems to be ten times louder. As I go running up the stairs the door flings open to reveal a large gray wolf, followed by someone else I don't care to pay attention to as I try to hide. I get to my room and go into the closet, sitting in the dark hand over my mouth trying not to breathe to loud, and failing miserably as I can hear my heart beating so fast I think I'm going to die. In my head pounding so much, there is no way I'm safe.

The closet door opens, and blackness.

Then a light so bright, "Ugh," someone turned the light on.  It was not much just a single bulb in the middle of the ceiling.  I try to shift away from the bright light when my wrists are tugged, somehow I had forgotten about the chain that always seemed to be attached to since that night. The night that I was kidnapped for my powers, I still do not know how they knew about them, I thought my dad was the only one who knew. But it doesn't matter that much anymore it happened that's it, that was the end of my freedom. It's been about 10 years now, possibly, I'm not really all that sure, I do not really have a way to tell time.

"Get up" I recognize the voice to be Nick, my usual tormenter.

"Go away. Please, not today I'm still recovering from when you got pissed two days ago," I reply.

"Don't tell me what to do," he says "I basically own you, little miss Rosie," he says that last part as he strokes my dirty matted brown hair.

While he undresses, getting ready, that I lay helpless on a single twin mattress on a steel bed frame, with bars across the top, where my chains are attached.   On the bed there is only one sheet, that almost never gets used, leaving me cold most of the time.  With vivid flashes of the past still fresh in my mind from my dream I was brought out of.  In my vivid trance, I can still recall my first turn.  As, I turned shortly after I was brought to wherever I am, and they initially planned to use me as a weapon. But my wolf was to strong for them and my powers grew to fast after I turned that they quickly lost control over me, and could no longer train me 'safely'.  Of course, I was hoping that since they could no longer train me they would set me free, but sadly no. They cut off my powers with this weird sort of metal cuff on my ankle, and with both the anklet and a shot they give me I can't connect with my wolf or access my powers, making it almost pointless to fight them. So, what else would bad people do with a helpless girl but abuse her?

I'm brought away from my thoughts when I can feel Nick climbing onto the bed As he entangles one hand in my hair and holds himself up with it, he puts the other on my hip trying to hold me still as he lines up. "Ahhhh" pain shoots through my body, I hate it so much, I can never adjust. He goes in and out as fast as he can, all in and out. It doesn't take long before I can feel him getting close, as the hand that was in my hair now goes to my boob, while the other remains on my hip keeping it there with he werewolf strength. Finally, he releases inside me.  That's all I am to these people now just another hole for so dick, and I mean that in two ways.  

Another thing that makes werewolves special is that until we get fully mated we are sterile, which mean condoms aren't necessary, which also allows us to sleep around, I guess, but most don't.  As we love for life. But times like this I doubt I will ever find my mate, or if he'll even accept me, and all the baggage I would bring with me into his life.  At this point, I have lost hope or even if there is some hope anywhere in this horrid place it is definitely past its expiration date.

Again I'm brought out of my thoughts as Nick says "See you latter Whore" and with that, he turns the light off and leaves me in darkness.