Words have no meaning, colors have no significance, yet these hurt one more than anything else.
For 2 mins, I thought, maybe it wasn't so bad after all, but words alone snapped me out of that misunderstanding.
I don't know anything anymore, just that I want to, but I can't. Trying is great and all until it hurts so much. I wrote and wrote. Tried and tried.
Many words just remain stuck in my heart, many apologies are yet to be given, and when I do, it hurts.
This all makes no sense, just that, a heart shut off....
Maybe it wasn't a good idea, a part of my brain said. Yet if it helped, then it was one great idea, is what I said.
Don't know how long,....
