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sixty-one

claudia.
it's hard to not forgive someone who made such a sincere apology. even when your afraid to give in, it's as if your heart still misses that persons presence.

but how could i?

how could i accept a person back into my life after they've put me through public embarrassment. i can't and i won't. jack and i had something. i imagined a future with him. he was my everything and because of her, he's nothing to me.

yeah, i had noah but no matter how much i wanted it to be the same, it won't ever be.

the media was getting a kick out of publicizing the "beef" between us. deep down, i was getting a feeling that leandra could've made her video for the publicity more than the apology itself.

i can do the same.

"hi, i know i haven't been on social media. i know i've disappeared. i know i left to another country to run away from all the drama but it's time i speak out. jack meant a lot to me, jack was my everything. i had a future with him. i loved him.

i knew he was the one.

but, that all faded away. leandra took that from me. jack allowed it. he knew where we stood and he still chose leandra over me and i let him. i wasn't going to make a big deal about it because i knew i wouldn't win.

i won't forgive leandra.

as for my friends, i love you guys for fighting for me. you guys mean everything to me. i love you guys. thank you for everything. my disappearance has nothing to do with you guys. you guys will forever own my heart.

as for my supporters, thank you for sticking up for me when hate was exposed about me. when people chose to speak badly about me, you guys were there and i couldn't thank you all enough for that. you guys mean the world to me.

to my parents, yeah, i know it's disappointing. i know i trusted to easily. i'm sorry i left without saying anything but im sorry.

to the media and publicists who broadcast and use my problems as publicly, fuck you. you have no right. i understand that my life is out there because of the career i chose but the lies you've made is sickening.

thanks for watching".

posted at 3:56pm