Where does this feeling of loneliness and emptiness come from. I felt this for the past years, each day it's worst. my memory gets filled with all those flashbacks again, It hurts my head, body and soul. I feel different each day, but it gets worst.......
" Maya!!! ".i felt a hand shake my shoulder. I turned around to see mrs. Ryders holding my books in her hand. She smiled and handed me the books. " are you okay, I've been calling for awhile".
I looked down, what do I answer her, each time I give them a different answer.
" yeah, I'm fine. Thanks for the books.".i just realized that I didn't have them but she did. I looked down, embarrassed. " where.....um did you find them".
" you left them in my class again. Did you forget them..... again." She gave me the pity look. I hate the pity look, it's only for people are in need for them.
"Um yea, I must have left in a rush and forgot them. I'm sorry I had you come this way to find me." I tried to make it look like it wasn't a big deal, but deep down it is....
The thing is... I'm different. Yes I know everyone is different but I don't mean different, different. I mean weird I-have- no -idea- which - world -she's- in different. You see I have early memory loss, I forget things very fast. I didn't go along with my family and They didn't like the fact that I was in this condition. No one ever does. That's why I live alone, so no one can ever see me as who I am.
" hey, it's okay. Listen, if you need anything or want to talk I'm right here. Please don't ever hesitate to find me." She placed an awkward hand on my shoulder. I hate it. I hate her. She makes me feel bad.
I nodded my head, and move bad slowly. I have lunch now which yet again the worst class in my entire life. I walked down the dark hall and was stopped when I felt a hand reach out for mine.
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Hey Guys, I'm Maya and this is my first book hope you enjoy it.
I will try to post every Fridays ( I know it's a long time but I will try to be a little faster when I get the hang of this)
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