Hit or Miss

Rant #3

I am officially the dumbest person you will ever meet. This boy I've been talking about? I left some things out. I'm no virgin and I like to think that the few people who read this don't judge. I decided to spill everything since I can't really talk to anyone about it. This boy and I are the literal definition of fúck buddies. We rarely see each other but when we do everything goes. That's not what concerns me. What does concern me is the pain that comes with it. I hope people have advice. Should I tell my mom? She has no clue but somethings not right if I'm still having pain. My 20 year old cousin thinks something might be wrong with me and I literally have no clue what to do. I'm afraid if I tell my mom she'll demand to know who I'm sleeping with. If she finds out I'll never be able to see him again.

Remember my best friend? She's his sister and if I'm not allowed to see him I probably won't be able to see her either. She doesn't really care about him and I as long as I don't talk about it. Anyway, I'm asking for advice and I really hope one of my readers will be able to give me some.

I guess that's all for now. Hopefully people learn from my stupidity and don't do the things I do.

Bye for now.