Mommy's Baby boy

Chapter 9: Want to go home

Justin's P.O.V
I stared silently at my bedroom door. Another sub named Logan and I shared this room together. His side was blue and bubbly while my side was grey and bleh.
I've sat in this hell hole for three days now and I can't take it anymore. No waking up to a pair of bright eyes and a smile, no fruity pebbles and conversation, no beautiful body next to mine. I miss everything about home.
I walked over to the window and stared out. If only there was a way to get back. "Justin did you hear me?" Logan called out to me. I turned around and arched my brow. "I said it was time to eat. They made your favorite tonight. " he spoke trying to cheer me up. I rolled my eyes and walked into the cafeteria.
The cafeteria was packed with little of all ages and sizes. The females sit on the left side and the males sit on the right. If you were ever caught in the middle you would be sent to your room with no food. The saying is "if your with a sub there's no dom and if there's no dom there's no money". I grabbed my tray and waited patiently in line for my turn.
The worker laid down a plate of dino nuggets and looked at me. She placed more on my plate and sent me a wink. I stared blankly at her and continued to go down the line. I grabbed some mashed potatoes and corn and headed right to my seat. Logan, Stephan, Blue and Irving sat next to me. I sat and stared at my plate suddenly not hungry. "What's wrong man? Dino nuggets are your favorite." Irving spoke tapping me on my arm. "Not hungry" I said. "C'mon man. I know you want to go home but you were the one who decided to leave. I don't know your mommy like that but I'm sure she'd be pissed if she found out you weren't eating." Stephan added. I looked at him and nodded. "You're right. She would be." I answered before getting up and throwing away everything on my tray. "It's a good thing she isn't here. Good night"
With that I walked back to my room and laid down in my bed. It was so cold and lonely but it was all I have. In the rush of leaving I left huggingsworth at home so it was just me. They tried buying me a new one but I didn't want it. Slowly sleep came over me and I allowed myself to have the same dream that has been haunting me since the day I left. Mommy and I together. Alone. Man I wish I could just be home.