Journal Of A Companion (Matt Smith Fanfiction)

Part XVI ~ Unexpected Heartbreak

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PART XVI

UNEXPECTED HEARTBREAK

Sitting on Matt’s bed in his trailer with him, we were talking endlessly about what we were going to do when we will be done filming in about a month. He wanted to use the money for a nice long trip in California to get away from the rain. I on the other hand was only starting to think about it. For months now, huge – and I mean huge – piles of cash have been being adding to my bank account and the money was going to double when the episodes would start airing. I hadn’t realized it until now that I was rich now.

“I don’t know… I might give some to the family, you know, pay back my parents for paying half of my rent and get them a vacation in Hawaii. My sister could use a get away too,” I thought out loud.

.”What about for yourself? I mean, you have a great idea and you’re a very generous person, but you worked hard, you could have a vacation too,” he replied.

“I guess. I mean, I will go on vacation, that’s for sure. Somewhere sunning and calm. Maybe with my sister since going alone would be pathetic,” I laughed.

“I could go with you,” he shrugged.

“Oh and I’m sure Daisy would love that! You spend months away from each other only to go on vacation with someone else when you’re off,” I rolled my eyes at him, he didn’t understand women very well.

“I’m sure she won’t mind.”

“And I seriously doubt that.”

We talking about everything and nothing and laughed a lot. We were having a lazy Sunday afternoon as it rained hard outside, just relaxing. But things were too quiet. Knowing, something was up, I checked my phone to see I hadn’t had a single text from Arthur today. Maybe he was laying off cause he realized he was pissing me off?

Nearly a minute later, someone knocked on the door. Matt stood up and opened it to Arthur out in the rain.

“Hello!” he smiled widely. “Is Cadence here?”

My eyes grew round like plates. I didn’t want to see him, I had had enough of him! I tried hiding myself a little in Matt’s room, but he answered that I was over and had no chose but to leave the bed to greet Arthur with a hug and a kiss.

“Surprise!” he said!

“Oh, I’m surprised alright,” I forced myself to smile.

I was an actress, I could do this.

“Want to go to your trailer?” he suggested.

I nodded and left Matt while waving goodbye. In my trailer, as turned my back to him for a second to toss a shirt that was laying around into my bed room, two hands appeared on my waist.

“You know I think you’re gorgeous, right?” he said into my ear before kissing my neck.

I closed my eyes, trying to pretend it was Matt, but it was no used. I didn’t like Arthur that way, I couldn’t be his girlfriend even is my life depended on it. It was time to end this stupid relationship.

I pushed him away a little and turned to face him.

“Arthur, I-“

“I love you.”

I stared at him in shock for a moment. Fuck, he was in wayyy too deep now. I felt so bad, I couldn’t believe I did this to him just to make someone jealous. Besides, making him jealous wasn’t way I was going to get to Matt. It was never the way, I was just too afraid to hurt Arthur’s feelings and now I was going to hurt them more than ever.

I’m a bad person…

“Arthur, there’s something I need to tell you…” I started.

The gravity in my voice made him instantly know that it wasn’t going to be good. He sat down at the small dining table and I sat facing me.

“I-I like you, Arthur, but as a friend. It’s just… the spark isn’t there for me. I can’t do this anymore. I’m really sorry and I do hope we will remain friends. I know that’s the most cliché thing to say, but I really mean it and I hope you can look over this and be my friend.”

“Wow, the friendzone. Really, Cadence?” he said looking up at me a little angrily. “I’m not looking to be your friend and I don’t think I can settle for that. I’m sorry, but if you don’t like me that way, then don’t like me at all.”

“Then I’m sorry, Arthur,” I replied, tears forming in my eyes.

“Fine, whatever. Wait for the moment that I put it all out on the line telling you that I love you to dump me. You’re just wonderful,” he snapped at me right before storming out and slamming the door.

And then I broke down crying. I felt so guilty, I played with his emotions and now he was hurt… I never met to hurt him. I deserved whatever mean thing he was saying about me now. He had every right to hate me.

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