We walked to Jason's and I went up to the bathroom. I grabbed a razor blade and dragged it down my side. I waited for the blood to stop flowing and then I went downstairs. I found Stefan sitting with Jason in the kitchen. He looked over and saw me.
"Hey Rose. My brother is in the living room. He wants to meet you." Jason said. I nodded and went to the living room. I saw a guy with shaggy blonde hair that looked familiar. He turned around and I saw who it was.
"Hey Rose."
"Matt."
"Come sit down. You should eat something."
I went over and sat on the other end of the couch. He gestured towards the pizza box and I shook my head.
He leaned over and hugged me. I winced in pain and he drew back. Damn it. He had hit the place I had cut earlier. He reached over and lifted the hem of my shirt, revealing the cuts and scars.
"Rose. Why?"
"You don't know what has happened to me."
"I don't know but I have a feeling that you went through the same kind of thing that I did. I was bullied and I tried to kill myself. One day it just couldn't take it anymore I decided to kill myself. I went behind the school and drank bleach. I would be dead, but my best friend found me. If you eat you will feel better."
I took a piece of pizza and ate it. When I reached in the box about ten minutes later it was empty.
"Rose we ate all the pizza," he said laughing. I didn't care what Amanda did. I was happy.