"WHERE ARE YOU?,
the phone had only rang once before Finn picked up, which i was extremely grateful for.
"I'm at home, everything okay?" He asked, and I could heard the concern in his voice.
"Everything's okay, I just um got bored. Do you want to hangout? I'm at the park since I didn't have anywhere else to go."
"Sasha Banks, why do you do this to me? I'll be there in five minutes." I let out a laugh before he hung up. I took a seat on an empty bench by the small garden the park had. I watched as two children played in the playground, wearing layers of sweaters considering how cold it was outside. And here I was, no hoodie and a short-sleeved shirt.
It wasn't long before I saw Finn walking into the park, he took a look around before his eyes met mine and I instantly smiled, not being able to hold it back. As he walked towards me, I noticed he held another hoodie in his hands.
"Knowing you, I kinda just assumed that you didn't bring a hoodie, so I brought you one of mine. You can keep it." He said, handing it to me.
"It's okay I'm really not that cold." I replied, watching as he took a seat next to me.
"You're not a very good liar." I rolled my eyes at his reply as I agreed with him, putting on his hoodie. Instantly feeling warm.
I looked over at him and watched as he admired our surroundings. The trees. The roses. The cloudy yet beautiful sky. The kids. I could see his eyes glimmering as he finally met my eyes again.
"So why'd you decide to come here?" He asked, turning to face me. I felt embarrassed telling him what happened with my parents so I just stuck with the excuse that I was bored.
"I was bored and lonely, that's about it."
"Remember how I said you're not a good liar?"
"It's pretty stupid."
"Sasha, nothing you say or think is stupid." He said, placing a hand over mine.
"Well my parents made me sit at dinner with them, which is something we rarely every do and it was all because they think I have a boyfriend. I told you it's stupid but I just got mad because all my life, all I've ever wanted was to have one genuine conversation with them. One fucking conversation, Finn. I've tried my best at everything I do so they can actually be interested in me. They don't even know me. They don't know what kind of music I listen to, my favorite colors or hobbies, they don't know their own daughter but it's not like they ever bothered to try and be apart of my life. They always just pull the bullshit excuse that they're always working just to put a roof over my head. I don't want this to make me seem like I'm ungrateful, I'm sorry. I am grateful for having my parents but it just never feels like they're actually there." I didn't realize how long I had been rambling on until I finished and was out of breathe.
I was facing the floor the whole time I said that, feeling embarrassed over sharing my feelings. It's not that it was a bad thing, it just wasn't something I was used too. But I felt relieved since that was something I held in for so long. I flinched when I felt Finn's hand rest over my back as he slowly caressed me, drawing imaginary circles with his thumb. I relaxed at the feeling of his touch.
"I hate that you feel that way. I really do because I can tell how much it frustrates you. But I'm here for you, I'm here to listen. All those things you've been dying to tell your parents, I want to hear them. I want know the real you." He said, as I sat up meeting his eyes once again. They never failed to make me feel weak. He smiled as he pulled a strand of hair behind my ear. Before I knew it, I felt myself starting to lean in.
I always thought those scenes in movies that were in slow motion when they had their first kiss was dumb. But living it was a whole different story.
I closed my eyes as I slowly felt Finn's lips on mine, my heart raced as I wrapped my arms around his neck. It was like our lips were made for each other,
it was everything I imagined it to be."
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Blue || Finn x Sasha
Fanfic"Blue is the emotion I am feeling. It's part of me ever since you left."