Loving Her (Austin M. & Niall H. Love Triangle)

Chapter 6

A/N : I know it took me like a MONTH and a week or so to update but that's because I didn't have any wifi IT WAS HELLL! But my grandma is going to be living with us now and I haven't seen her for a very long time,like 6 years at the most. So my family and I would be spending time with her, because my grandma and my family tops everything on my priority list..Hope you guys understand!! Again I am so so so so so so SORRY.

Song on the side! Have no idea if it fits with the chapter but it is called Paper Hearts by Tori Kelly

Sarah's POV 

 A week. A week had passed by and it didn't get any better, the social media found out Austin and I broke up 5 days ago. From there it became worst, after the media finding out Austin and I broke up my phone won't ever shut up, my mail is filled with a load of mails from Austin's fans saying how they are sorry and some even had the nerve to send me hate mails, and Austin kept calling--hence why my phone won't shut up. The days after that weren't that much different I check my phone which is full of missed messages and calls from Austin and my relatives.

But on the bright side I am moving on--slowly but painfully-- with the help of my parents and friends. Don't even ask how my friends helped because they forced me to reminisce everything that Austin had given me as gifts and our pictures, which surprisingly helped quite a lot. It helped me let him go but I know even the people around me know their will always be a huge gaping hole in my heart that only time can heal.

I'm getting side tracked, any who today I decided that I should just stop locking myself in my room and go out with my friends since theirs only a week and a half left of our spring break. My friends were skeptical at first but gave in after me telling them I'm fine and that it will help me move on.

So now we were on our way to the mall while, my parents were a bit hard to convince especially because of the paps but I promised to stick with my body guards all day. Everyone around me seemed to be talking among themselves while I stayed quiet and looked out the window my thoughts crowding my mind.

"Sarah..."

I kept looking out the window letting the memories of Austin and I spill out from the dam that held them. I know I said I was forced to remember the memories but it still hurts.

"Sarah"

I ignored the voice yelling my name and continued to reminisce. It wasn't until I was shook awake that I realized I was crying. Blinking away my tears I saw Dolie in front of me with a worried expression.

"Are you sure you are up for it? The paps are kind of going wild right now" Dolie whispered holding me tight against her chest, while I sobbed. I nodded my head convincing myself that I am okay and that I can do this.

Dolie pulled away and held my face in her hands,so that my lips were squished together--like a goldfish. Staring straight into her eyes I confirmed that I was really fine, but I wasn't really. If Dolie saw the doubt in them she must've ignored it, since she gave me her ray bans, after she wiped away the mascara running down my cheeks.

"You can do this. You're strong. Ignore all the comments and remain impassive to every comment they say. The others went ahead they are waiting for us..just stay strong." Dolie advised, I nodded my head silently and let her signal the body guard to open the door. Once the door opened cameras went haywire, their flashes everywhere. Taking Dolie's advice I kept my face devoid of emotions on my face. 

Sarah what do you feel about Austin cheating?

What do you think about Camila?

Who the fuck is Camila?

How are you feeling Sarah?

All these different types of questions were thrown right at me but one question stood out the most, who is Camila and why did they ask me what I think of her?

A/N: It's short I know and I'm sorry. So damn sorry I just feel so guilty for making you guys wait, hope you guys liked this chapter though.. I don't know when I'll be updating again school starts next month on the forth and that's like in 2 weeks. I'll try to squeez in a time to update but no promises!