Is this a dream ? ( Smosh/Ian Hecox fanfiction )

Almost lover

The party was still going...but I didn't feel like dancing...i felt like he didn't mean it or regretted it...i knew he wouldn't like me...

I went to my room and laid on my bed and looked up at the ceiling...people were having the time of their lives dancing...while I was in the room depressed as hell...

{ an hour later }

I heard a knock on the door and then it opened

" hey...everyone left and we're gonna play some karaoke?...u know...me, you, Ian, Anthony and Amy..."

" nah I'm ok sara..."

" come on please...forget about that bitch...just for me...just sing one song at least..." She begged

I sighed " alright...just for u..."

She clapped her hands like a baby and we walked to the living room...i didn't wanna look at Ian...i just felt like it would get worse...

I picked the song that described what is happening with my life...and it started...

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind

Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes

Clever trick

'I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me' I said as I looked at Ian then at the screen

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

I look at Ian and sang

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

I turned my back at him and looked at the screen

should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

Tears were filling my eyes but I tried to keep them in

We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me

Images

I remembered when we were dancing at Sara's wedding...

And when you left you kissed my lips

You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

And that kiss we had in the car... sure he didn't mean it

I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

I looked back at him and continued singing

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

I looked back at the screen giving him my back

I should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

I looked back at him

Did I make it that easy

To walk right in and out of my life?

He looked at the ground tears filling his eyes...

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

I looked at the ground tears streaming down my face

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

I couldn't go on...tears were streaming down my face...i ran to my room and locked the door not continuing the song...

I should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I started packing my bag...i wanted to go home !! I don't wanna stay here anymore !! My heart is no longer existing !! He doesn't care !! It's all a mistake in the first place !! I never should've came here !! It made everything worse !! Tears were dripping down my face...i loved him...and he just played with my love...not caring...breaking my heart every second...idk what I'm gonna do now...i had nowhere to go...life for me now...had no meaning at all...

Ian's POV ( short )

It was breakin my heart...i know I didn't say anything about the kiss...i didn't have time !! But I loved it...i loved it so much...as soon as she picked my lips shivers ran down my body...i didn't have time to tell her...People were surrounding me...and just seeing her breaking down while singing and looking at me with her eyes...made me cringe... whenever she looked at me with her watery, red and brown eyes... it made my heartache...i never meant for her to feel this way...im such a fucking idiot !! And now we've been knocking at her door and she won't answer...

" Hailey !! Please open up !! I'm so sorry !! I never meant to hurt u...i never meant to make u feel like this...im an idiot...im sorry for everythi- " I got cut off by her walking out of the door and walking past me with her bags...was she leaving ?!! I followed her to living room

Hailey's POV :

I stormed to the living room hugging Sara and telling her goodbye and whispering to her " Sara...whatever happens now...DO NOT say ANYthing !! Ok??! "

" w-why...?"

" just please...promise me that u won't say ANYTHING...whatever it is...even if I was gonna die...dont do or say anything...promise...?"

She looked confused " I-I guess..."

" promise...??" I ask again

" p-promise..."

I was finally gonna tell him...whatever he thinks or does even if I'll die...i got nothing left to live for...

" I-Ian..." I walked over to him...his eyes were filled with tears and blood shot...

It's time...

There's no going back now...

I'm gonna tell him...

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Thank u so much for reading !! I made it extra long again for u guys :D !! I finally finished school !! Hell yea !! Make sure to comment vote and all dat stuff !! I love u SOO much😘 !! Byyye !!

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