What Goes Around Comes Back Around

Chapter 10: Changing through time.......

(PIC of my babyyyyyy roommmmm)

(Aight so i had wrote sum, and my computer turned off soooooo yeah. I was reall mad, but here's my re-write chapter. Oh yeah, and i am going to skip the part where she told her mama, cause that was reall long...... srry.)

Ok, so today is the day after i had got in a fight with Alicia. Oh my God, i just really hate her name! Her name just gets under my skin.

But anyways, so last night, i threw up 2 times. And i couldn't eat anything but some cold fruit, and icecream. Oh my God, i loooooove ice cream!!

So i'm sitting here crying and stuff because i just got done telling my mama. She had said, that i'm gonna go through the pain that she did, and some other shit. And about how she gone tell Tyric's mama.

And Makayla is here with me. She's wiping my tears away, and hugging me. She let go.

"You okay?" she asked.

I shook my head yes.

"Okay." she got up. "Do you want anything from the kitchen?"

"No, i'm good. All i really want to do is just get me some damn sleep. Cause, this shit giving me a damn headache. Forreal."

"Ok. Oh, and i set you up for a doctor's appointment next month."

"With that lady?"

"Yep. She said she cant wait to see you, girl."

I laughed. "Okay. And... thankyou...... for everything." i said smiling.

"You welcome. You like my sister, and i'm here no matter what."

She came to hug me. I hugged her back, and she left. Then i went to sleep. Then i had woke up to someone opening my door, and turning my lights on. I hate that!

Then that somebody had came closer to my bed, standing over me.

I cracked my eyes open slowly, and noticed that it was Tyric. I instantly sat up. "Boy, what the fuck is you doing in my fucken room?! Get the fuck out!" i yelled.

"Lil, mama why you being mean?"Tyric asked.

"Boy, shut yo ass up. Why is you even here?"

"Well, yo mama called my mama, and my mama dont want to see my face in her house."

"And, why are you telling me this?"

"So you can help me."

"Help you with....... okay...... can you just do something for me real quick?"

"Yeah. What?"

"Get the fuck out of my house!!"

He sat down on my floor next to my bed. "Look, i'm gone be here for my child, and i want you to know that." he said, sounding sincere.

I softened up a little bit. "Look, Tyric. I want you in my child's life. Trust, and believe that. But, me and you will never be what we used to be before."

He shook his head yes. "Aight. As long as i get to see my baby, then we good. I mean, we dont got to be a couple, but i want our baby to be seeing us together."

"What you mean?"

"Like...... acually not together, but........ just with each other. I mean, shiid.. i would love to have a family with you. Cause, Mariah, dont forget, you is my boo."

I smiled. "Well, i'm not like that no moe, but i guess......"

"Mariah, i dont know if you know it or not, but i still love you. I mean..... from the bottom of my heart, i absolutely love you..... and.... i dont care if i cheated on you with a million fucken people. I still love you. And i just hope that you'll always love me too, no matter what."