Bleeding love

Thoughts

Aria's P.O.V

Me kill someone. I wasn't so sure it was a smart idea. Maybe if I was a little bit more younger I would've agreed. Probably because of the depression and the suicidal thoughts I probably wouldn't of cared. But I have a life to plan... A future. I don't know anymore.

I guess it would be hard to adapt to me having powers full time and I guess that book of spe-

Shit where is it.

I ran out of the room and went and talked with Ally.

"Hey have you seen my book?"

"Which book?"

"The book I had with me when you and me ran to find Namar"

"Oh... Here. "She pulled out my book. That's when I notice her purple sweater looked like it had more blood red stains on it then Jeff's.

"What happened" I said pointing to them

"Oh just ummm.."

"Ally be honest with me."

"I killed her"

I ran I didn't cared that she killed her but the fact she almost lied to me made me want to cry.

I went to the music room locking the door. I soon started singing don't forget the sun by GET SCARED. No music just my own voice.

"You're a mess tangled with your confidence.

You think you haven't sinned.

Well you're unstoppable,

Your walls are impassible oh!

I think your better off looking alone,

The boys that chase your hips can just go find their way home.

And at the end of the day you think to yourself.

My body isn't proud of me and so are the shells.

Tell that I can change

Tell that I can change"

I breathed out slightly and stopped my sobbing

"Well I know your laying back,

Contemplating your own death.

Well just look at what you've done

Don't you dare forget the sun, Love!

Don't forget!

Cold white walls keep you from your pad and pen

You wanna stab again,

I can't believe its half this hard,

You never knew your mind was dark no!

I think your better off looking alone.

The boys that chase your hips can just go find their way home.

You can dig so deep for scars.

You never knew your mind was dark

Come on and breathe with me oh!

Breathe with ohhh!"

I slowly stood up and walked to the piano and started playing the song along with my singing

"Well I know your laying back,

Contemplating your own death.

Well just look at what you've done

Don't you dare forget the sun, Love!

You look down on me so casually, in everything I know.

You look down on me, but not right on me. Did I wreak this broken home?

Dear Diary,

Life is trying me.

Can I get a sign?

Or a two of mind, a piece of mind.

Can I get a sign, can I get a sign"

I thought about everything that has happened in three weeks

"Well I know your laying back,

Contemplating your own death.

Well just look at what you've done

Don't you dare forget the sun, Love!

You look down on me so casually, in everything I know.

You look down on me, but not right on me.

Is it plain to see that life trying me?

Life is trying me!

Life is trying.

Can I think of something, gotta think of something!"

Soon I I stumbled to the ground and softly began sobbing my self to sleep knowing I was going to have to wake up tomorrow and deal with it for a long time...