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GABRIEL'S BOOK OF POEMS
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|| Father Figure ||

You were NEVER there,
Not even when I was in my worse,
I wanted YOU to teach me,
Instead you branded me with a CURSE.
I always needed you,
Longed for protection,
Shelter,
& Love.
Yet you ONLY bounded,
Whipped,
& continued to Shove.
Did it matter naught,
That I was innocent but tainted?
Did you not see,
How easily the SHADOWS got acquainted,
When I prayed so hard,
I fainted,
That bullshit fucking sunrise,
You painted!
Where are you, where were you?
When I was down on my knees,
Begging for peace,
Wishing for release,
I thought I was special,
Until the BLOOD stained,
Until I became,
So immune to the inhumane pain,
I'd kill him twice after again,
YOU are the cause of my insane,
They LIED to think you existed,
They lied to think I had FAVOR,
Our Father Who Art Thy In Heaven,
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Is not my salvation,
Nor my savior.
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I hate you Father.
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