An Open Letter to the Manipulative Man I Once Loved (trigger)

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Warning: this piece is about manipulative/abusive relationships. Read at your own risk.

Dear sir,
I wish that I could say that I savored our last kiss.
But I remember it was not the feeling love stories talked about.
It was rough,
Forced
Brutish,
But still, I didn't pull away.
Because I wanted it to work.
Even though you bit me.
Even though you would shout at my visage for hours.
Even though I sobbed in a pillow every night because I couldn't stop from hearing your husky low voice beckoning me to sin.
Even though I couldn't sit still because I felt the phantom touches you craved to feel on me again.
I wanted to be successful
Even if that was with you.
But after all these years.
After all this time
I learned something from us.
Something from you.
I am successful, even without your clammy hands exploring my frame.
I am successful without your rules.
I am successful without you

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