Ok, I'm writing this on my phone cause I don't have my iPad so sorry for bad spelling and grammar I don't mean it
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(Stevens P.O.V)
I hate this so much. I hate lying to him even though I hate his guts. I hate that I have to sleep with him. I hate that I have to live with him. I hate that I'm secretly lying to myself. I hate that he's lying to me and I have to play his stupid game. I hate him. And I also hate the fact that I'm slowly falling in love with him.
That's right, I think I'm starting to develop a crush on him but I'm to stubborn to accept it. I told myself I wouldn't fall for his tricks and here I am, falling head over heels for a boy who I know is gonna break my heart.
I sat on our bed as my mod loaded. I pulled up my sleeves and traced my scars with my finger. Most of them are from me but the rest are from my abusive father. He absolutely hates gays and I thought his love would outmatch his phobia but I was hella wrong. After a week of harsh words he finally started to beat on me. He would burn me and whip me and take kitchen knives and cut me. It was hell there and now that he sees I'm going out with Kevin I can't go back, I'm seriously afraid he'll kill me and the sad part is that I'm not joking. He got a tendency to get drunk with my mother a lot and in there drunken state he will try to kill me. I usually go to Eddies on those nights. My mother is no where near as bad as my dad. She never hit me except when I talked back. She still calls me names like faggot and shit all the time but she doesn't hit me. Some of me believes she still loves me deep inside but then I think I'm crazy.
I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and I quickly pulled down my sleeves. I wiped the tears about to fall and set up the mod I was doing for minecraft.
"Hey" Kevin came in the room and smiled. I waved and smiled falsely. "whats all the coding for?" he asked and pointed to the computer screen.
"I'm downloading a mod" I said
"What's that?" He asked. I was about to facepalm myself so hard my head would fly to mars.
"Hard to explain" I shook my head in disappointment.
"Just kidding. I actually play minecraft and video games a lot" he said.
"Wow, didn't expect that from you" I said, very surprised.
"Yeah but I'm not in here to talk about the games. I have a serious question... Did you know it was a prank?".....
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Players And Nerds Don't Mix (SCManex)
FanfictionI know all his tricks and I won't fall for it. All the sweet moves and flirting won't get to me. I refuse to fall in love with my school player.
