From Zero [HIATUS]

Chapter 3

After meeting Wonho on that day, I just follow his said. He asked me to just ignore those feeling.

I'm trying too. Although it's hard everytime I'm making an eye contact with Minji unnie. She's always smirking. I don't know why.

Our 'relationship' continues for a few months until a week before the final exam.

SJ: Jieun ahh let go shopping today. After class.

ME: I want to study Suji.

SJ: Ohh please. Only today. Please please please. I want to release my stress.

ME: Tsk okay okay. Just today.

SJ: Yeayyy! Thank you!! Love you *Kiss my cheek*

ME: Yahh too gross

She run before I get to catch her. This is really grossing!!!

So as promise, after changing our uniform, we go to have shopping.

SJ: Yahh do you want to go to karaoke?

ME: Seriously?

SJ: Yeahh. Lets go

Before I answer she already drag me.

SJ: I want to go to toilet first. Do you want to follow or you wait inside?

ME: I just go with you

SJ: Okay.

I wait her outside the toilet. It's too smelly and I can't go in there.

While waiting I heard some familiar voices.

ME: 'Oppa? With a girl?'

SJ: Jieun ahh lets go.

ME: Ohh you're done? *I look at her*

SJ: Yeahh let- Ohh My God

ME: What's wrong?

I look at where her eyes looking at to

ME: They- they are kissing

Wonho oppa and Minji unnie. They are kis-

I feel a tear drop on my cheek.

They're a bit far to notice us.

SJ: Ji-jieun ahh lets go home.

She drag me out from that place.

My eyes still stick with them until we're going out from the place.

I wipe my tears. And just walk blankly. Are they get back?

Why are they kissing?

I know Suji is following me from behind maybe she afraid I did something 'weird'.

She knows me. When I have a problem, she didn't say anything until I ask or talk to her something.

I didn't notice the surrounding already dark. I stop at the park. Still blank. I don't know what should I say for now.

ME: Suji, is it true what i saw before?

SJ: Err n-nae.

ME: So it's not a dream

SJ: Jieun ahh, because you already know about this can i say something about Wonho oppa?

I look at her

SJ: Actually, I have a chat with some of other friends before. They said, they always saw Wonho oppa and Minji unnie together. At the street and sometimes at the school too.

My eyes becomes cloudy. My heart. It is really hurt. Is this what we call a broken heart? Is this always too hurt?

ME: I'm going home. Thank you Suji.

I hold my tears until I reach my bed. My tears can't stop. I can't even say anything.

His sweet words before, he even call me his love, I know we are not official, but so all of this thing, is it fake?

Fake?

I wait for his text on that night, the night after, and a few days after.

He's not contacting me anymore. I want some explaination. I want a 'sorry' comes from his mouth. I can't even see him in school again. Why? Is he avoiding me? He knows I knew about him and Minji unnie?

Why is this happen to me? I want an answer!!