Trapped (my gender dysphoria)

Random Update

Hi, it's Jay here. I . . . Uh know i haven't written much on here lately, or at all actually, and I'm sorry. My name is starting to take effect and I'm starting to flinch at Caitlin. It feels alien, like it was someone i was trying to be, like a phoney or a fake.

I'm pissed off at school, they have taken our leavers day away and it sucks - almost as much as my dysphoria.

I KNOW NOT TO USE ACE BANDAGES BUT - IT'S JUST SO TEMPTING! I JUST WANNA MASK THE FAT! I'M SORRY!

Don't worry, I won't, I have really strong will power. Like REALLY strong will power. 

Haha, I have a new nickname. It suits me so well. Lost boy. that's it. I am a male human in an all female body, so I am 'lost', also my dad is nicknamed Peter Pan because his brain 'never grows up'.

yeah that's about all for now, so . . . I'll see ya