Trapped (my gender dysphoria)

The encounter

Where am I? Did I die? I think to myself. 'No, Jay, you didn't die.' That voice, it sounds so familiar, yet so distressing. 'It's me Jay, I know what you're thinking, I can hear your every thought. You're not going anywhere, you're still trapped in me.' In a panic I attempt to stand, only to hit my head on the top of the cage. 'Let me out' I half beg, half growl 'please just let me out.'

Caitlin lets an evil smile slip her lips. 'No. I'm not going to do that Jay, you would be too strong, you would kill me. I can't have that.'
She starts walking away from me, and all the light begins to fade. 'Please don't go, come back!' I plead, 'I promise I won't do anything, just let me out!'