Naruto: Will love ever find us.

Him and I

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Recap:

Raven's POV

“Raven?”

He sounded concerned. He placed his hands over mine, and the pain seemed to stop. I lifted my head and looked at him. He was still holding my hands, I felt a tear slid down my face, and a pain in my chest. I haven’t felt this pain, since we stopped seeing each other. Seeing him was bringing all the memories back. I looked down, and felt his fingers under my chin. He lifted my chin so that I could look at him, and another tear fell. He leaned in closer to me, I closed my eyes, and I soon felt his lips on mine. My eyes watered more, and I felt tears falling down my face. I placed a hand to the back of his neck, and pulled him closer to me. I kissed him back. I kissed hard, and full of how much I cared about him. I didn’t want us to be over. I needed him. I whimpered and kissed him harder, that’s when he pulled back, and held my hands in his hands. “Raven?”

“I love you Gaara!” I couldn’t stop them, I had to get it out, he had to know how I felt. I couldn’t hold it in any longer. He needed to hear it, that someone really cares about him. The look in his eyes, I don’t know what it was, I have never seen that look before. Did he hate me now. Does he not love me back. Of course he doesn’t love me, how could he, I betrayed him. I am an Uchiha, and we can never be trusted, that’s what people think, but we can. I stood up and ran off. Away from him, away from the village, away from everything and everyone.

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Raven’s POV

I kept running, I dint care where I went, I just had to keep running. I was still crying, wait no, I should not be crying, I am an Uchiha and we Uchihas do not cry. We are tough, and know what do to do in any situation, but not this one, I had no idea what to do. I just knew that I had to get away, I couldn’t do this anymore. My chest still hurt. My heart was breaking, because it is slowly being pulled out of my chest, it is falling apart, because what was holding it together, doesn’t want me. No one wants me, not in a love type of way, not how Sakura wants Sasuke, or Sasuke wants her. Itachi fell inlove once, but I don’t know what happened to her, there is no telling, he might of killed her too.

I wiped the tears from my eyes and counted back wards from fifty. I was flipping the switch, so that I wouldn’t have to feel this pain any longer. I didn’t want this pain, I wanted it to go away, and the only way I know how to make it go away is to turn it off. To turn it all off. I did it before, why not do it again. The only reason I started carring and the switch was flipped on, was because of him. I ran and ran until my lungs couldn’t take it anymore. I stopped and leaned against a tree, I closed my eyes, and finished counting. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. I opened my eyes and regained my breathing. Once I finished catching my breath I took a step to continue away from everyone. Then a wall of sand blocked my path. Anger grew inside of me and I spun around to see Gaara, standing a few feet away from me.

“What do you want? Are you here to break me more than you already have, you really are a monster, you will never be able to be loved, or love someone in return, you will never find happiness.” And for some reason my heart hurt more than it did before once those words left my mouth. I flipped the switch, I shouldn’t care anymore, but why do I care? I did the hand signs and the released my fire ball jutsu. I ran towards him and started swinging at him, kicking him, anything, but he blocked me each time. Using his sand, he was using his sand, then he surprised me. He used his own hands and feet, then I found my self pinned to a tree. I looked at him with hatred and confusion. Then his lips came crashing down on mine. Don’t feel, don’t feel, don’t feel, but I couldn’t help it. My eyes slowly began to close, and I kissed him back. He held me pinned to the tree and pressing the rest of his body against mine, causing a moan to leave my lips. He took that as a chance to slide his tongue into my mouth. I moaned again, and he slowly released my wrists from above my head and put one hand behind my head and the other on my lower back, pulling me closer to him. I wrapped my arms around him, as he pulled away from lips, a whimper escaped me, but he started kissing down my neck.