what if?

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What if?
That was the question I kept asking myself.
What if I could sing again?
What if I could dance again?
What if I could skateboard again?
What if I could move to la?
What if like the 5 guys I'm staying with I followed my passion?
What if I could open up to Zach ?'
What if I could snap out of my shyness?

Words are just words unless you actually take action on them and that was I plan on doing .The next morning I was on a mission I was going to call my mom tell her the truth , try and open up to Zach  , then tall to the must important people the Ellacorns.
I woke up and called my mom.

Morning ella

Good morning I wanna to talk to you

About what sweetie

I want to move to la next year. I want to start singing and dancing again .

What brought this on I thought you happy.

I am but seeing jack with his band it made me realize I want this

I mean your the craziest person on the planet if you think your moving in with the why don't we boys

I have a friend Gabby she said I could stay with her there are so many job opportunity here

I have to think about but I trust you so I think about it. But what about school

I would finish the year at home. But next year I would start homeschool

Homeschool huh? That would probably give you more time for work.

So what's the final answer

I think that u have to wait until you get home to know my answer.

Bye mom

Bye Ella .

The house was quite the boys left early for some thing. I walk downstairs into the music studio . I play around with some beats and some word. (Just pretend she wrote walls could talk my Halsey) . 3 hours later I filmed some of me playing around with beats and words.I have always felt music could express my feeling with out me actually having to talk . don't get me wrong i love to talk but I am scared to, having to tell some one my feelings scares me because we I would let my self be vulnerable .jack is really the only person I have opened to and there is still a lot he doesn't know .

All five guys walk into the room in suits. "Looking nice boys "
Daniel spoke " What are you doing down here "
"Playing around with some stuff "
"Cool"
Zach jumped into the convention " So you where down here all day "

"Ya why "
In my head I wanted to say yes because I have so many feelings going through my head and it's extremely hard for me to open up to you and I wanna kiss you and  hold you but I can't because I am afraid. You Zach Herron make me nervous and butterflies. You make feel smiley even when I am in pain . You do stupid little  romantic thing and your a gentleman.
"Nothing "
All the guys left the room. I was alone I played back what I wrote. I took out the vlog camera "ok guys kinda it was a slow day but the why don't we boys are here ,and there funny so make some weird montages with them in their suits
" We can't "Jonah shouted from the other room
" Why "
" Turn the camera off then we can tell you "

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