𝐩𝐢𝐱𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

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Today was a long day. As soon as I lay on my bed I pulled out my laptop to go on social media.
My favourite app was PixMe. It's something were you can write with your friends and even post photos or videos.

Wait maybe he has it too.
I clicked on the magnifier symbol.
Jung_
Jungshook
Jungmin
Jungle.man
Baby.jungwoo

I went to the last recommendation and looked up the profile. It was really him. Suddenly I got scared. I didn't know what to do. Should I follow him? I think he already forgot me so I shouldn't do it.

But I want the things I can't have. So I decided to follow him. At first I was really scared but after awhile I thought that he wasn't even online. Maybe he forgot about this app.

He has so many followers, he has so many likes, he has so many friends and he is so handsome. And I, I have him. I don't have him for myself but I have him in my mind, in my heart. That's enough I think. I decided to close my laptop since nothing actually happened. He certainly ignored it.

Suddenly when I was about to close the tab I got a notification.
Lucky you! Someone sent you a message!
Maybe it was him but why would he write me a message? It also could be a friend of mine or a new follower but still I was really curious so I went to my messages.
baby.jungwoo
Aren't you the friendly girl who let us in? ^^

I can't believe it. It was him. I couldn't control myself and I didn't want to write him back. What if I embarrass myself? As I said I just couldn't control myself and clicked on the chat.

somethingstrange
Uhm...yeah that was me I totally forgot about that ^^'

I started lying so he wouldn't think I'm a stalker or something. I wasn't happy or sad. I didn't know how to feel. My heart was beating so strange. I didn't know what to do against it. It is so ugly this kind of feeling. I want that to stop. I want him to stop. He did this to me. But he isn't a bad person he is an angel. An angel without wings. He was so different from the boys I've met.

Baby Jungwoo...Why did he call himself like this? But I have to admit it suits him. He seemed very innocent and pure.

Just like an angel.