I Hate You That I Love You, I Need You [K.T.H]

[12]

It's 12 o'clock in the midnight. We went home together with smiles plastered on our faces. It's freaking awkward. So i have to find a topic in order to broke the silence.

"Today's such a great day."

"Yes, totally a great day."

"By the way, thank you."

"No problems. I would like to take you out on our second date. It will be amazing."

"Really?!"

"Yes everything for you, darling."

A sudden slight blush appeared on both of our faces.

"I should get going.. Be careful." i said as i reached my house.

"Okay then, see you tomorrow! Byee!! Muachh.." he send me flying kisses as he soon walked away.

"Bye."

* * *

Today's such a tiring yet a fun day. But it's time for me to sleep. All the activities we had kept repeating on my mind as a small giggle escaped from my mouth. As soon as i went up on bed, my phone beeped and a message appeared on my lock screen.

   Jiminiee Paboooo😎🖤
Online

"Hey! How's your day? 💜"
24:04

"Ajuu NICE! 👍🏻"
24:06 read

"I heard that today's your first date with Tae. Congratulations!"
24:06

"You haven't sleep yet?"
24:06 read

"Nope. I'm in Seonmi's house. ;)"
24:07

"Okay then.. i'll sleep now. Good night chinggu! Saranghae <3"
24:07 read

"Araseo. Annyeong chinggu. :)"
24:07

* * *

It's Monday and I'm getting late for school. I prepared all books needed for today and did my daily routine. I rushed out from house and went to school.

I walked into class, but didn't see Taehyung. I searched all over the class but still didn't found him. Suddenly i heard whispers.

"Do you know the new girl next class?"

"Yeah.. she's Mina i guess.. She's known for the Queenka in school." The other girl whispered back.

Who? Mina??? I think i heard about her before...

(FLASHBACK)
I teared all over as i felt stinging pain in my legs and arms. I opened my eyes and saw blood everywhere dripping from my body.

That pain hurts so much, i felt like a lost girl crying in need of someone's help.

What's this place? Storage room??

A sudden knock came from the door's room.

The door creeked open exposing three girls standing strait with smirks plastered on their faces. Fear is all i could feel. My head hurts alot, pretty soon my vision got blurry. I'm lifeless.

Please just someone help mee..

Not long, a tall figure came running towards me. The girls soon faded away.

Thank god.

"Are you okay? Here let me help you." A voice popped from my left ear.

"Are you Jimin?" I questioned.

"Yes. Here let me help you. Your not okay." He said as he made his move to pull up my weak body in order to stand up strait.
(FLASKBACK END)

The girl began to whisper again.

"You know, Taehyung got so close with her. I think their having a relationship."

What? Their having a relationship?!!

My heart tore into pieces as a droplet of tears went out from my eyes. It hurts me so badly, hearing this news. Is it real? Am i hallucinating? My head kept repeating this on and on until i heard footsteps coming nearer.

"Hey what's wrong?" A girl's voice escaped with a concerned tone.

I turned back to see Seonmi.

"Did you see Taehyung? Where is he?"

"I walked pass by, and saw the new girl flirting with-"

I broke her sentence as i ran pass her. I searched everywhere in each classes, and finally.. i found him. He seemed to laugh cheerfully with her and the girls. I felt tears dripping slowly, my body was trembling, i can't control it anymore. This feeling freaking hurts me. It sucks.

I ran to a toilet nearby and locked the door. I cried so badly till my eyes were swollen.

Class starts, as i entered the classroom tried to hide my swollen pinky eyes. All eyes were on me, as embarrassment began to grew more and more. I glanced to Taehyung, surprised he didn't look at me at all, or even concerned about me. I tried really hard to hold back my tears as it almost fell out. I went to my seat where it's next him. It's getting awkward.

It hurts me the most when he doesn't even noticed me, like i wasn't existed in this freaking world.

I hate you Kim Taehyung. I hate you Kim Taehyung. I hate you Kim Taehyung. This short sentence kept repeating again and again. Anger, fear, hurt, desperate, all these feelings were mixed up.

* * *

"Hey, let's have lunch." Jimin said with Seonmi standing next him.

"Alright." I stood up weakly.

"Where's Tae?" Jimin asked.

"He's nowhere." I simply answered.

"Why? What's wrong??? Did you guys break up?"

"Maybe.." i tried to hold my tears back up for the second time.

"Okay, okay.. let's not talk about that again." I added.

We've choosen our table, both Jimin and Seonmi took their lunches. I simply bought
Strawberry milk since i don't feel like eating, i've lost my appetite.

I glance left and right tried to search Taehyung. My eyes stopped when i spotted him. Owh he's having fun with her.  I can't just be like this, i need to approach him so i could find out the problem.

* * *

School finally dismissed. I saw him. I grabbed his shirt from behind. He turned to look at me.

"What's w-wrong with you!" I screamed and teared out.

"Leave me alone, slut."

My heart broked down into pieces. That word 'slut' really hurts me. He threw my grip away harshly and left me alone crying and sobbing like a little girl who's lost. All eyes were on this scene, but i don't care much. I want to give up, but i shouldn't. He's mine, i want to take him back and flew to our happy times we had before.

I hugged my knees and cried.

I need Jimin.

I really need his comfort.

11:21 PM

*knock knock*
The door opened revealed a sleepy Jimin.

"Why you're still awake at this time?" He asked with his sleepy voice.

"I need to tell you something."

I told everything that happened today. I'm so scared. My life turns miserable. Without Tae, those bitches are going to bully me like there's no tommorow. I'm definitely sure about that.

Soon i realized, Kim Taehyung is a total jerk. A fucking bastard cheated on me.