I Hate You That I Love You, I Need You [K.T.H]

[14]

School starts as usual. It's Monday, a boring day to start the week. It's not that boring, cuz i have a cute distraction going on right now. Yep, you're right it's chatty Jungkook.

"Yahh, where did you get those pencils? I bet it's very useful and comfortable to use."

"Where do you buy those earings? It might be beautiful if i used it as well."

"Your face... facial routines everyday huh?"

"Why are you so chubby lately?"

"YAHH!!! WATCH YOUR WORDS, I'M NOT CHUBBY!!!" I crossed my arms and pouted.

"Okay, okay chill sis. You're cutee! HAHAHA"

Taehyung POV
Now i'm not seating next to y/n anymore which is kindda heartbreaking. I wanted to avoid Mina, but i can't. As i was about to plug my earphones, i heard Jungkook's voices roaming around. He's so flirty to y/n lately, which makes me worried and jealous.

School finally dismissed, i wanted to meet y/n so badly, so i bolted out of school and searched for her everywhere. Finally I found y/n standing there lonely. I was about to reach her but a figure ran towards her. It was Jungkook. Their joking and laughing together leaving me dumbfounded in place. Their figure soon disappeared from my eyes. My heart ache alot. I'm truly a dumb wore living in this world.

I've tried so hard contacting y/n but she didn't respond at all. Yes i know, its all my fault, but i really need to fix this before it gets worse. I've decided to chat her this night.

20:31
Y/N
Offline

"Y/N i want to apologize for all my mistakes i did to you. I'm so sorry. Yes i know its all my fucking faults. I've tried my best to get away from that bitch. But for now on please be mine."
20:31

She's offline. Right in that moment i'm very worried and nervous on her respond. Is she going to hate me more? Yes definitely.

20:31
Y/N
Offline

"Y/N i want to apologize for all my mistakes i did to you. I'm so sorry. Yes i know its all my fucking faults. I've tried my best to get away from that bitch. But for now on please be mine."
20:31 read

"That's only the reasons you provide? An apology is not enough for me and i'm sick of you."
21:01

"P-please y/n.. please just believe me once."
21.02 read

She just left a 'read' sign without any other responses. I hate myself, i hate this reality. But i don't want to give up for my y/n. I have chances and i don't want to quit for the love of my life.

Tuesday...

Y/N POV
I walked to school with mixed feelings inside my brain. I'm so stressful lately. Who should i believe? I can't believe Taehyung. That night was miserable. My thoughts were wondering around, but this problem distracts me. I saw Mina and her gangs bullying the 'nerd'. All eyes were looking towards the situation.

"YOU'RE SUCH A DUMBB BITCH LIVING IN THIS WORLD! YOU SHALL GO TO HELL!!!!!" Her shocking curse made all audience startled and some panicking.

She lifted her heavy arm through the air and was about to slap her hardly...

But i stopped the scene.

"HEY! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" I shouted trying to save the little girl's poor life.

"OHH HEYY THERE YOU FUCKING BASTARD, TRYING TO SAFE THIS BITCH?"

"OHH, I GUESS YOU WANT A HARD SLAP FROM ME HUH?"

My body frozed in place. I closed my eyes, hoping that she wouldn't slap me. Little tears started to escape my eyes.

She lifted her arm and swung towards my face. I closed my eyes tightly going to feel the stinging pain on my face. After a second, surprisingly i don't feel any pain. I opened my eyes and realized someone just saved my life.

He gripped her arms tightly, not letting go.

"You better know who truly you are. Cuz you are the 'FUCKING BASTARD, DAMN BITCH' living in this world."

He threw her arm away harshly as her weak body fell onto the ground.

"Taehyung why are you like this?!!" She sobbed trying to act like she's not wrong.

"MINA, YEONSU AND YURI (The gangs) YOU'RE EXPELLED FROM SCHOOL!!!" The school's principal appeared and shouted in anger.

I was still standing in the same position as the figure right infront of me rotates his body.

"Are you alright?" He questioned worriedly.

I can't believe it's Taehyung. He's trying to save my life. But i shouldn't believe him, cuz his the one who left me for three months. And that three months, i'm starving for his presence. I hate him. My tears started to flow through my precious face.

At this point, I ran as fast as i could and i could hear shouts right behind me. I don't care, i kept running and running until i reached home. I closed the door tight and locked it. I bolted to my bedroom and locked it as well. I layed down on my bed as tears started to flow like a fountain. Such a difficult life to live on. What's my future going to be? That question kept repeating in my mind.

To forget what was happening today, i opened my YouTube and watched some Kpop variety shows. It's addictive, i started to like Kpop 5 years ago and that's quite a while.

I watched YouTube for about three hours. It's 12 o'clock in the midnight. i was going to sleep, then i heard my doorbell rang. i thought that it was Jimin, so i quickly unlocked and opened the door to see who i wasn't expecting to see right now.

It was Taehyung.

"What do you want?" I started.

"Please just listen and believe me once. I came here just to tell you what's happening before."

Today i let him say what he want to say.

"Okay, what do you want to tell me then?"

"Since that day, i've been sacrificing myself so you won't get hurt.

"What do you mean?" I asked him curiously.

"I've tried my best, so you won't get bullied by Mina. That day, i left you for one reason."

(Flashback)
Taehyung POV
"Taehyung, you need to choose one from both of my question. You stay by my side? Or I'll bully her until she commits suicide?"

I loved her, i don't want to leave her. But its for the best, so that she won't hurt her.

"I want to be by your side." I answered her question.

"Good boyy."

She leaned her face closer to my left ear and said,

"From now on i'll stop bullying her."

I'm sorry y/n but i have to do this. It's quite hard to leave you but I meant to save your life.
(FLASHBACK END)

Back to Y/N's POV
He explained all in detail and soon i felt tears running down through my face. I felt bad for him all this time. Always ignoring his presence.

"Y/N i've never hate you, but i need to do that in order to make your life happy."

"Y-yes i-i understand what you mea-." I stuttered and felt a sudden action.

He hugged me tight.

"Would you be mine now? For real?" He questioned, hugging me tighter.

Without any reply, i nodded my head and hugged him back.

"I don't like you, but i love you y/n. Very much."

"I love you too."