The first few weeks were nothing like I imagined it.
She was toxic. She was different.
Different in the way that I had never met someone who took satisfaction out of people's pain.
I never met anyone who could play her card so well and everyone would fall for it.
Nobody who would make you just another piece in her games.
I met her but I never knew anything about her.
Not a single thing because she would shut me out.
She made me wonder.
Wonder who she was or where she came from.
She was the unknown.
She never knew I was aching or the reason for it.
She didn't understand what it meant to commit.
She didn't know how to settle for one person.
I never understood why she did the things she did all I knew was that
I met her as a mess and a mess she will stay but the only difference now is
that...
I accept that mess with all my heart.
YOU ARE READING
The first few words left unsaid.
PoetryLove hurts but pain is growth. It's okay to give your all to someone you think deserves it even if you fall again. Let them be the beginning of something new. As long as they are perfect for you, nothing else matters.
