Issues

Fake Claims

So there was this guys who made me feel like his entire world.

He would call me pretty and cute, we would talk all the time and he wouldn't hide what we had in front of our friends.

The thing is we didn't really have anything.

At the time I thought he really cared.

I knew what he was like though.

He would talk to girls, get then interested, use them for his own sexual pleasure then once things go to shit he'd leave them in the dirt.

I knew about the, for fuck sake it happened to one of my closest friends.

But he has a charm.

The irresistible charm which drags you under.

First it was just talking.

Then he managed to persuade me to send him pictures.

Some days I would say no and he would guilt trip me saying how he would be sad for the rest of the night or saying that he loved my body.

Of course that sounds like bullshit but I've never had someone talk to me that way before.

That went on for a while until one day we moved to more physical things.

I didn't regret what we did, I still don't.

The fact that got me was that he had a go at me for telling someone, when I didn't.

This pissed me off because he told a girl I didn't really trust, who is now one of my closest friends.

Then he told all his mates.

And even announced it on the school bus.

At the time (and even now) I didn't get bullshit to my face because a bigger situation happened (which I may talk about but it very serious).

But I heard comments like, she's a slag or how did someone like her manage to do that.

It got to the point where a teacher found out.

So I went up to her to tell her that it's not true.

I lied to a teacher I fully respect and I felt terrible.

But that's not the worst part.

The guy thought that I was snitching on him.

So he told all of our friends that if he got in trouble he would say I forced myself onto him because at the time he was still 15.

For the record I had just turned 16.

The fact he was willing to lie about sexual harassment destroyed me.

When a friend came up to the office to tell us this information I broke down in tears.

The last thing I would ever do is do something unconsentually.

Anyone who knows me knows that I am 10000000% against that bullshit.

I guess the moral of this story is:

If he/she has a past and people tell you to be careful...be careful.
Because they will emotionally fuck you up.