Chapter 17

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Louis Tomlinson,

   Hey, Boo Bear! I hope you never ever read this because everything I'm about to write is 100% true, and could seriously ruin our friendship and One Direction (depending on how you take it, of course) but Liam said I should do this because "I'm too big of a pussy to tell you myself." I'm madly, madly in love with you, so much in fact, that it scares me! When we first met, it was like someone lit a flame within my heart, a good flame! And that fire hasn't dimmed over the last year and a half. It was love at first sight. Wow...that was incredibly cheesy, wasn't it? Must be the romantic in me! Whatever possessed me to introduce you to Eleanor, I don't know. Maybe I did it because I was trying to hide my feelings for you and you looked so sad after the break up with Hannah. I wanted to help...but honestly, I kick myself everyday for it. Eleanor's a...forgive my language...bitch! We don't get along and I don't want to say anything because you look so happy with her and all that matters is that you're happy, Lou!  Oh, and I hate when you go home with her because I'm jealous, not because I'm lonely...well yeah, I'm lonely too. Louis William Tomlinson, you are perfect. The most perfect human being to have ever entered my life and I am so grateful to have you as a best mate, I just wish we could be more...ya know? Of course you don't because you'll never read this! But I respect your relationship with Eleanor and I'll try to be as civil as I can be...although, I make no promises. You drive me crazy, Lou, you really do. Living with someone as handsome as you is torture! You're so beautiful! Never change. Well, even if you did, I'd still love you forever...AHH! I can hear you coming up the stairs! It smells like you burned something...is that the smoke alarms going off!?! LOUIS!?! This is why you aren't allowed to cook! (Angry/disappointed face)

                                                                                                                 Love Always:)

                                                                                                                 Harry Styles

    p.s. If we don't die in the kitchen fire you probably started, I'm gonna kill you! LOVE YOU!

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