My Brother's Best Friend

Regrets

- Sarah's POV -

The next day...

As I got up, I felt a hard body pressing against mine. Everything was a blur last night. I was unable to recall that happened. The only thing which came into my mind was that I was here to pick Ashton back home... Oh my god, this can't be right.

I turned back. There he was. His perfect chest. I just wanna lick every part of it. 

'OMG, THIS IS WRONG! I GOTTA STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT', I thought.

"Morning shortcake." A sober Ashton. Like finally.

"Don't call me that. Just answer my one question." I straightened myself up.

"Sure."

I took a deep breath and said, "Did we have sex last night? Not that I'm wishing to have it any sooner. Because you are my brother's best friend, it's wrong to do it, cuz he won't agree with our... relationship or wtv you call it. And.... even if we had sex, did you have a condom with you cuz I dont wish to be pregnant and neglect my studies for a baby with a guy whom I just had a one night stand."

Ashton stared at me blankly. His face was expressionless but a smirk. 'Please say we didn't', I thought.

"If I tell you we had sex, it's not a big thing for me. It's just one night stand. No feelings were involved between us. Don't worry, I kept that in mind." He claimed.

I was thinking, 'it was just a one night stand?!' 

Okay, people, I dont mean to be stunned about it but SRSLY?! What does this guy take me for a ride? Fine, I made myself clear that no feelings were involved, but NOT A BIG THING FOR HIM? Is he trying to say that he just wanted my virginity?

My head was full of questions and all I could feel at the moment was anger. Pure anger. Tbh, I didnt have any idea what was I angry about. I then got up, smiled at him, said "Glad to hear that from you. I'll wait for you to get ready and drop you back home," and off I went downstairs. What have I gotten myself into?

- Ashton's POV - 

As soon as she shut the door, I was sad and angry at myself. I shouldn't have said that it was a one night stand. Now she's gonna think I'm a playboy who just wants to have sex with any girl anytime I want. I feel bad and regretted to what I said to her. 

I could tell she was hurt in the inside but she didn't show it that obvious. Right now, I just wanna punch the wall so hard that I can't feel any pain coming from it. 

I just hurt a girl who I truly have feelings for, by saying hurtful things to her. I shouldn't be tactless. Im in a very very very terrible mess. If only, I can do something about it. I want her to be mine but I just keep on pushing her away from me. I'm not letting that dickhead near her even if he's her boyfriend. 

I know Sarah is the only person I love. If I want things to be back to normal, I need to think of an idea how to get her back and apologise to her. Even we're together, Sam won't approve the relationship between her and I. I know Sam too well. He hasn't changed a bit. 

Sarah is his precious little sister. But what if, I thought, I can make him think otherwise. Maybe it will work, maybe it wont work. 

Whatever the outcome will be, I will think of a way for her to change her mind about what I am to her at this very moment. 

- HIII GUYSSS!!! Im trulyy deeply sorrry for updating today. Like after another month, I just completed my qualifying exam and good news is that i finally improved :) Bad news is that I HAVE ANOTHER TEST ON 28TH MARCH. COLLEGE LIFE CAN BE TOUGH THESE DAYS :( Anyways, I hope you enjoy this chapter cuz I havent been writing since last year I guess. If you see any incorrects while reading this chapter, feel free to contact me, by commenting below!! :) THANK YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE -