Poems of friends

Time

A mad man I guess I was because,
You became fearful of me.
A great me he was because,
He made you heart feel safety.
Months would pass, time would move on,
And we'd grow apart, you & I.
Why....why?
The Bull, The Fish, and The Line.

Both once together, now lost by time.

Do you even want to be friends?
I mean everything comes to an end.
Ease my pain, my heart can't explain,
Why it hurts to know I was never good enough.

4 years. That was 4 years ago today the day I destroyed your heart, the day I tore us apart, the day I lost a friend, the day I made it end, the day,
I showed how much it takes it push me to the edge of the ring.
I....loved it when you'd sing.
I loved you beautiful smile,
I always stared awhile.
We used to be so close, I knew you so well,
Or I so I thought, that's what others tell. I've been told many things that contradict many plains of memories in my head........

Fuck it......

You'll never read this or even see it.....

I'm going to bed....that me.....that T....he's dead....