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Izaya's Pov~
We walked in almost complete silence, which I guess I almost enjoyed considering how loud and annoying he can be, but that's what makes him Shinra I guess. I let out a small sigh and with a quick glance from the doctor beside me, we kept heading towards our destination.
I slowed to a halt once more as the familiar sound of hoof beats filled our ears. Soon the dullahan came to a stop beside us and began a slow leisurely pace on the other side of me, I ignored her and slowed up just a bit so she could be beside Shinra while I stayed in the back.
I knew she wasn't here to chat with me nor would she ever be, and who could blame her? I've done nothing but send her around the city on wild chases only to have dangerous people chase after her, and to top it all off, I have her head. So I don't think she would be here for me.
I did decide to listen in on the conversation for a few seconds just to find that it actually was about me. Though I couldn't actually hear Celty, Shinras loud mouth gave it away. I began to get lost in thought, 'Probably ready to kick me out.. Seems about right actually, I've been nothing but a burden to them anyway, I still don't understand why they're "trying to help me." It almost makes no sense really.. Why would they wanna help someone like me. They probably just don't want my blood on their hands... Heh, no one would except for that brute. Stupid protozoan...'
My thoughts slowly disperse as I see Simon out front of Russian Sushi, waving flyers like always. I came to yet another sudden halt. My palms became sweaty, breathing became irregular, and I felt a bit light headed, 'I think I've changed my mind actually... I can't go over there... did my heart always beat this fast?'
"Izaya?" Shinra called out to me but it was hard to hear with the ringing in my head. Shinra called my name once more, and placed a gentle hand on my shoulder, only for it to be smacked away the minute it made contact. Soon the doctors words seeped in and I could understand him. "Izaya, calm down, your having a panic attack" he said, his tone soothing.
That, irritated me the most. I clentched my fist pushing passed the weird couple and made my way in the opposite direction of the restaurant.
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