I'll Be Here - A Larry Stylinson Mpreg

Part 4 - Loving Confusion

A/N

I'm just going to warn you guys that this chapter will contains mensions of self harm. I will not go into great detail as it is a quite personal subject. More A/N at the end of the chapter

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I began to panic. My vision blurred and I started to quiver. This could not be happening right now.

"No, no, no-" I say shaking my head "guys don't get pregnant"

"I know I just... I" Dr H was loss for words, and I wouldn't blame him.

All my emotions compacted inside of me. Confusion, sadness, anger. I felt like I was going to explode. Without hesitation, I wiped the blue gel off my stomach with the towel already in hand. I go to storm out the door, almost sprint until he stopped me.

"Harry I know your confused and trust me I'm probably as astonished as you are but-"

"But this doesn't happen!" I snapped at him "men are not supposed to have babies!"

"Please, can you just cal-"

"Calm? How the hell am I supposed to be calm right now?"

"Okay, okay" he said gesturing his hands at me "now please for you and the sake of this child, we need to send you to a hospital for further testing"

"I'm not going to be your petty little lab rat!" I try my hardest to fight back my tears "can't you just abort it?"

"Harry, this is a child!" He was yelling now, but he slowly calmed himself

"But you don't understand! It's part his and always will be!" I think back to the man in the alley way. All the memories came rushing back to me. I wanted to die.

"Please, just consider having further tests. you could be in great danger."

I looked at him, his face was written with concern. I took a breath, turned the door knob and I left. I storm into the waiting room. Liam franticly puts down the 'TIMES' magazine in his hands and comes over. "What was all that commotion about? I heard yelling."

"Yeah... Uh can we just... Get out of here like... Now?" I say looking everywhere but him. I feel the anxiety build up in my chest.

"Harry, calm down what's wrong?" He puts his hand on my shoulder.

"Not here Liam please" I turn on my heel and start to rush for the exit. I let the tears drop. I could hear Liam's quick footsteps behind me. I kept my head low, not trying not to drag to much attention. We arrive to the car, Liam unlocks it and I flung open the car door almost taking it off. Once I was inside, I slammed the door, crossed my arms up on the dashboard, buried my head and I cried. I sobbed and sobbed and could not stop. I had enought, I exploded. I could hear Liam's questions on what was wrong but I didn't listen. "Please Harry, just tell me what happened?" I tried to calm down, I wanted to tell him, I wanted to scream everything to him, but I knew for a fact he would never believe it. I wipe my tears away with the collar of my shirt. I took a deep breath.

"I'm-- I'm" I start off, starting to come back to my senses. "I'm pregnant?" I basically questioned myself. It's only now that I stop and think of the situation I'm actually in. I'm pregnant... That can't be right, this is never happened to a man before and how? I turned to look at Liam waiting for a 'what?' or 'guys don't have babies' or 'Harry, are you on acid? Did someone give you really shit acid?'. But he just looked at me with a partly astonished, partly confused but mostly judging look.

"I'm serious" I protest.

"Okay Harry, I know you're going through some tough times but can we ju-"