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Chapter 5

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Jessie's POV😉

I looked at my family's shocked faces. Wow someone's a little dramatic.

I just wanted to laugh really, because that's just what I need isn't it?. Some emotional wreck in the house. Crying and taking MY moms attention!

By the way he looks at her it's clear she's obviously already taken Emery from me.

I liked it just how it was Mom, Emery and me, don't need anyone else. Probably why I don't keep relationships long, or any other friends except Jake, probably why my dad didn't stick around, couldn't handle me.

'What the hell is wrong with her?', I blurted out, mom glared at me, she looked furious.

'Jessie!', she said slamming her palm down on the table. 'Stop the arrogance! You don't know anything about this girl, she has been here for one day, have you even tried to get to know her?! You always push people away Jessie, you never get to know them!! Your always jumping to conclusions! Obviously mentioning her family struck a nerve, she might not even have a family; get over yourself, be sympathetic and try feeling something for someone other than yourself!'.

I felt my heart tighten, my mom never talks to me like this. Ever!

You know what I don't have to feel sorry for her I don't even know her, she is just invading on us.

'Shut up mom!', I screamed, my blood started to boil, my face probably looked electric red.

'You don't know her either so don't try and act all loving and sympathetic, trying to be perfect, you are no where near perfect mom!, you don't even know us anymore and maybe that's because you are never here. Your so disconnected from the world, ever think there was a reason dad left huh mom?!'.

I felt a sharp pain and my cheek sting, I held my face in pain and stomped out of the room. Regretting everything I said, I paused outside the door.

Should I knock?

Wait it's my room I don't have to knock.

I opened the door and walked straight past Alex's bed, not even glancing at her.

Grabbing some pyjama shorts I stomped into the bathroom to get changed.

After I cleaned my teeth I reached out for the doorknob, but stopped myself. What if she was crying? She probably was, I can't deal with the emotions.

Come on Jessie just deal with it.

I cautiously poked my head round the door to see the lights had dimmed.

Alex was just lead on her bed staring at her phone, she turned to look at me and a scowl formed on her face. She shoved her headphones into her ears and turned over.

Continuing my strop, I rolled in to bed and let my blankets envelope me. My eyes felt heavy and my brain actually didn't feel very awake so it did not take long for sleep to take over me. Which also means I didn't even register what I heard next.

'Night Jessie'.

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Hey guys sorry it's a very short chapter but the next one will be much longer cus they're going to school! Yay!

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