Keep Your Promise

No Different

I gotta be Outta my head

To deal witchu

and I gotta be Outta my head

To be still witchu........

Things with me and Carter have kinda slowed down it's just like we got to a point in our relationship and we can't move past it you know. He really is a great guy and these past 6 months have been awesome but I don't know.... I just don't want him to break up with me before I break up with him.

Now that might sound dumb as hell but hear me out. always when I feel like one of my boyfriend is about to break up with me I break up with them because I rather miss someone than them tell me it's not me it's them and they can't do it anymore.

I mean I don't wanna break up with Carter cause you know I love him it just complicated I think I need to get out and party with some of my bad bitches.

I keep my circle small as hell that shit just might look like a speck if you step back. my shit consist of 7 people including me.

I got my first friend more like sister Nyla she a thin redbone stand at about 5 foot even got boobs for days and got curly light brown hair with brown eyes. I been rock with her since 2nd grade b and she is one crazy Bitch so to screw her or anyone she care about over you better be expecting world war 4.

Next I got my friend Michelle now that it's my gf we been going out since October 31, 2012 Lol that's Baaeee though. Michelle I won't even gonna front that's a bad Bitch she had bright brown skin good size boobs ass for days and it was something about her demeanor that all the boys couldn't shake they loved it.

Now up next we got the twerker of the group Na. Na had really light brown eyes it was kinda scary but anywhore Na had the gift of twerking and any time she could do it she would. Na was Nyla gf and they always breaking up but find their way back into each other arms. Na was about 5'4 and had smooth brown skin short hair Cause she liked to keep it cut that way  and of course an ass.

Last Outta the girls in my circle is Zion she was gay and could prolly steal yo Bitch if you ain't watch her. she was 5'6 Dominican and black deep ass dimples black braces but they looked good on her curly hair that stopped a Lil past her shoulders and washboard abs. Zion was every gay and bi girls dream and all the niggas wanted to be her. the shit was fun as hell to me but anywhore....

last we got Carter y'all know his dumb ass and Lamar. Lamar that's me and Carter fake brother and Nyla bf. Carter known Lamar longer but who gives a fuck. anyway Lamar was 5'9 dark skin like nigga was black as hell but you gotta love em. he had dark brown eyes but had the straightest whitest teeth and it was weird as hell cause the nigga smoke weed and cigarettes like he need it in order to live. but he's always there for me when shit go down with me and Carter and I do thank him for it.

~Saturday night ~

"are y'all hoes ready yet?" I yelled cause I was downstairs eating my Chinese food.

everybody decided they would get dressed at my house.

y'all prolly wondering where my mom is. well she is a very good CPA and her job is international and so they sent her to Hong Kong but she should be coming back Sunday. um not that excited cause I know she is just gonna leave again so ehhhh it watevaaa.

"yes Bitch. are you ready?" Nyla said putting her hand on her hip

"1 you should get your hand off your imagination" I say point to her hand on her hip "2 all my bitches look bad as hell" we all squealed

I was wearing a black crop top that had "warning advisory explicit content" written in gold some black high waisted jeans with rips and black white and gold air max.

Nyla had on a red crop top that said "swerve" in white letters white high waisted pants and some red and white concords on.

Michelle had a black flowy crop top on and bleached high waisted pants with her gamma 11s on.

Na had on a red tight fitting crop top on and a black skater skirt with black Nike socks and red toro Jordan's

lastly Zion had a black button down shirt on with some tan cargo shorts &huff socks and green snakeskin 11s with a black snapback that said" supreme" in white letters.

*honk honk *

it was the limo driver that Zion got us. we got the limo driver to take our picture and we got in the limo. once we got in the limo we all put the picture on our Instagrams and my caption was "all my bitches been bad where the fuck you been"

*15 minutes later*

We pulled up to a mansion that was booming Chiraq by Nicki minja and Lil herb. there was people out side Coolin and it was a good vibe nothing could stop tonight.

Around 12:30 Carter and Lamar and they crew came in and Carter looked dead at me and continued on about his life so I was just like "fuck it" and I guess Michelle heard me and said "fuck what?" with a concerned look on her face. "nothing bae" I said trying to look happy as possible. Michelle said "alright just be happy don't worry about him" she smiled and began kissing all over my face. "Ok damn Michelle I'm good" I said giggling as she stopped

Now I know what y'all thinking that's gay its really not we just got a real close friendship.

I heard laughing and I looked over to see some white girl hanging on Carter it looked like he was trying to push her away but he gave up.

I walked over there and pushed her off and said "don't ever put your fucking hands on my man in your life" trying to control my anger which I've been working so hard on.

"Bitch. who tf u taking to?" she said clapping with every word

"didn't you answer?" I said raising my eyebrow and putting my hands on my hips

"I mean yeah so your point is Bitch"

"my point is you answered therefore you are the one I'm talking to and call me out of my name one more time and imma show your face who tf I'm talking to"

I laugh at my corny ass joke and by this time it was a circle around us even though I was talking in a calm tone of voice and the bitch was yelling. My girls was all ready to jump off except for Zion she doesn't like confrontation but she sure could cuss you the hell out.

The girl took a deep breath and said "Bit-"

before she could finish I punched her dead in the mouth and busted her lip. next I punched her in the stomach and she hunched over and I kneed her in the face and she feel to the ground crying. I was about to stomp her but Nyla pulled me back and Carter fell to the ground and helped the girl up.

I looked at him like and said "are you fucking serious?" holding my hands up looking like I surrender "fine go be with your hoe I got mines" and I put my arm around Michelle I always do that when me and him got into it cause it made him jealous.

And then this mf actually grabbed the girl and walked away. my heart broke right then and there. there was tears burning in the back of my eyes but these niggas and bald headed hoes won't bout to see them. all my girls knew what was up and they all grabbed me and we got in the limo and all the girls gathered around me and hugged me they asked me was I Ok and to keep it a bill. I don't know if I was gonna be ok and the thought of it made me instantly break down even though I was tryna keep it in. everybody just came in a big group hug and sat there in silence and let me cry.

I swear to god I love these girls........