Keep Your Promise

Come back around

Did me dirty and

I still stuck by ur side.

Don't know if I'm dumb

or the real definition

of a ride or die.

*the same night*

Ajah POV

All the shit we been through. Wow. I almost been with this nigga a whole year.

I never sat down and actually thought about it. We been through hella stuff.

Whyy would he give up on me, Matter of fact why would he give up on us.

Tuhh shit........

*buzz buzz*

Qeshawn:...........

I looked down at my phone and it was Carter. I miss him already and we broke things off 3 hours ago. But to keep it a bill witcho I didn't want to talk to him. I didn't want to listen to his lame ass excuses. I didn't want him to sweet talk me and I fall back in love with him.

This time was different.

We have had plenty of arguments what couple doesn't. But this time it was different. it was like he was at his breaking point but shit Idgaf.

Anywhore I picked up the phone and he was calling me.

I looked at the phone for awhile then I picked it up.

"yo" he said in a soft voice

"What" I said with a slight attitude

"remember that necklace you took. Do u know where it's at?"

"no" I said with no emotion

"well could you find it. I'm not trying to take it away I was just saying"

"Ok"

the phone went silent

he sighed "dry answers. Really?"

"I'm hurt. Wtf u want for me to be happy and cheerful?" I said in an angry tone of voice

"tf you hurt for?" he questioned "and yes"

"you just left me over some bullshit. So I'm not happy nor am I cheerful"

"I didn't want to leave you. I don't even want you to be hurt but if you can't keep shit between us then your gonna have to hurt. every time I wanna tell u how I feel how some thing hurts me so bad but you can't keep shit to yourself so......." he trailed off

I sat there cause what he was saying was true. I was so caught up trying to hurt ole biittcchhh feelings that I couldn't see how bad he needed me.

"SHIT" I tried to whisper but he heard me

"what" he asked concerned

"look I fucked up I'm sorry for being inconsiderate and selfish and only caring about my feelings. I ain't mean to turn cold hearted but shit I was just trying to protect my own. you the first dude I felt real love with. I lowkey need you. so this time I'm asking do you forgive me?" I said easing up on my attitude

"ion know. can I think about it?" he said hopefully

told you his ass act like a female

"you can think about it if you answer my question"

"Wasgood" he said anticipating my question

"are you still walking away from us?" I said in a kinda of sad tone thinking about the possibility of him saying yes

he paused.

"No. I told you I fucks witchu the long way. it's us five-ever shawty"

my checks got hot and I smiled

"I hate you" we giggled a Lil bit

"whyy"

"cause I thought you really was gonna leave me and I thought to my self who tf else gonna deal with my crazy ass"

we both started cracking up

"you right you are crazy"

"shut up"

"I'm just saying"

"you know even though ion like you right now you still my Baabbbyyyy" I smiled

"I know you love me I ain't worried I'm just glad I got my shawty back"

The rest of that night we talked and we were back to us again.

Even though he got a ugly ass gf its something about him I don't wanna lose and I damn sure ain't losing him to a lumpy ass hoe. She gotta life fucked up if she think she got my man on lock. Tuhh

love that shit crazy but I'm still willing to play the game...........