Woken up to birds singing, the light shining through my room and my damn cat walking all over my head trying to boot me off my pillow.
A story about me and my anxiety. We have a close relationship no matter where I go she is always there hanging over my shoulder, watching, waiting for me to make a mistake.
Anxiety can't always be seen but I sure damn feel it and I hate it!
Every since losing my friends, being booted out of my group and being humiliated; anxiety has always been with me...unfortunately.
I guess therapy didn't exactly work either, I originally went to help with my family issues and my abusive ex but if anything we just spoke about my anxiety, which actually made it worse.
Well I'm finished with therapy now and I'm finished with friends, I just need to concentrate on me and my education (not that THAT was a choice).
I wasn't always like this.
In fact if I told you how I was you wouldn't think I'm Evan talking about the same person.
Spoiler alert: I was your local slut and corner shop druggy.
Yeah I went through a rough patch but that just summed up my area and I was very well known to be hated.
Have you ever had a moment when you're at a party or with your friends but you just stop for a minute and think...who are these people?
Everyone is the same
We all do things to impress each other but really we're just destroying our selves because we have nothing left.
Well that's how this all started.
I few minutes of thinking can destroy...me
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Life of a high schooler
Teen FictionThis story will give you the glimpse of a girl who has been been broken, shut down and beaten but she will do anything to be a "normal" kid. All she wants is to fit in....
